“What I’m looking for” – Are you still looking for something?

「Apple-jeans」     2020  Tempera on canvas  F6

It's not Yosui Inoue's "What are you looking for?"、Are you still looking for it?、I continue to experience the feeling of。It's not a "spiritual" search that you can't possibly find.、physical “power cable”、Should I give up on the search and buy a new one online?、Are you still looking for it?、The sad story of having two choices。

Today is an exhibition、An opening party for those involved will be held from 4 p.m.。I am also exhibiting、I was planning to go、morning、I have a slight headache from yesterday.、I thought maybe I had a cold, so I decided not to go.。And、shutter repair。couldn't do it。Then look for the cable。searching for something、In the end, you will have to clean up、For large-scale cleaning。But、not found。have lunch in the meantime、Because it was a fish、I gave some of it to the cat (who wears a collar) who sometimes comes to lie down in the garden.、Look for cables while watching them eat.。

Actually、I've been looking for it for three days now。The search range is limited (maybe that's just my imagination)、The search time per location must be considerable.。It's more careful than looking for a mole on your face.。half a year ago、From the moment I put it there、I feel like my fear of “this place might not be good” came true.。

Should I give up and buy a new one?、It's time to choose whether to continue searching.。I don't like it、Why did the shutters have to break at a time like this? Come to think of it、There were a lot of inch-sized mats left over.、I wonder why I would think of this at a time like this.。

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Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

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