my mother died。May 30th 23:57point、It's almost midnight。I stayed in the hospital alone.、I was (or was supposed to be) accompanying my mother who was breathing heavily.。
But、I'm just like a wooden monk、Just because I was next to you、I was not able to fulfill my role as an attendant.。I was under the impression that I was being monitored at the nurse center.、For some reason, I couldn't get the idea to press the button on the monitor in front of me to check.。Because it looks painful、Even if you change the position of your head and neck with the nurse,、I couldn't think of the idea of looking at the monitor myself.。It's not like I didn't know how to do it.。just press the button。cardiac arrest in progress、I was told that I had stopped breathing.、For the first time, I remembered that and pressed the button.、I saw the words "Undeterminable"。
After all、When the end is near, I call my younger brother and sister.、I couldn't fulfill my role of meeting death.。Have a nurse perform detailed treatment、Let them stay safe until the morning they come、could not fulfill the role of。Why are you staying in the hospital?、lack of awareness that、In short, all I can say is that it's stupid.。
