原発の浜で鰈を釣る

In the back is the Higashi-dori nuclear power plant。In the foreground is a night marker light

Shimokita for 3 days and 2 nights、I came to visit my mother。This is the third time this year、This is the shortest stay、You can leave Shimokita with the peace of mind。It's not that I'm on the road to recovery.、I can't stop myself from steadily weakening day by day.、I don't have to suffer、In that sense。

The body becomes almost just bones and skin.、I'm currently living with only an intravenous drip.、I'm surprised at how thick the bones are。Thanks to my father (my grandfather) who was a skilled fisherman.、This proves that you have been eating well, even down to the bones of the fish.。

I can't get up、Because it's not blurry、2I spent the whole day in my mother's room (not in the hospital).。own room)、talked about old times。There is an evil idea here to get them to talk as much as possible and use their tongue and throat muscles.、Could energy be supplied from somewhere else?、I have the strength to speak without hesitation and I feel that、I was repeatedly surprised by his good memory.。

I remember my young mother as plump and plump.。Working silently alone in a far away field、I have also been fishing on the shore.。I spent a ridiculous amount of time and effort on my family.。My mother's memories、Not just an old story、It is a story carved out of one's own flesh and bones.、her mother、Another mother's story、It is also the story of every mother.。hearing the story、without understanding、I felt like I couldn't send my mother away.。Changing diapers with my younger brother、While rubbing my legs、That's what I felt。

Works that I may (or may not) draw someday、I took a walk to the breakwater.。There are young local people fishing for cod.。4 years younger than me、He is said to be retiring.。I see。Shiroka Karenu、It's a nuclear power plant、He laughed and said it was delicious even as sashimi.。

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Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

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