my father isn't feeling well。One morning, I suddenly thought。I don't have a portrait of my father。
My father has been bad for three weeks. One morning, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.
i am a painter。Moreover, the main theme is humans (although it is difficult to call it a portrait).。nevertheless、There is no portrait of my father.。father, mother, wife, brother、I didn't draw any of my relatives.。There aren't even many self-portraits。when my grandfather died、I drew a death mask straddling the still warm body.。The rest is my son's、There are only a few occasional sketches.。
Although I’m a professional painter, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. Even my self-portrait is also. In exeptional cases, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.
The more I think about it、that seems strange。I have always been interested in human faces and gestures.、I thought I was observing things more deeply than other people.、What does this mean?
I feel that’s the more strange, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, why I didn’t do that?
My family has too much of a sense of life.、Does this mean that they are removed from the subject of painting? but、I don't think there is a contradiction between a sense of life and painting.。
Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? However, I think that is consistable.
From now on, I will be conscious about myself and my family.、Let's draw a familiar person。From familiar motifs、There are many examples of good pictures being created.。
I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.
