
A solo exhibition is just around the corner、Because I'm busy and I'm not feeling well.、The last challenge has stopped。
I guess it can't be helped that I'm busy、What bothers me is ``dizziness''。It started suddenly a few days ago in the morning.。
morning、The moment I tried to lift the futon、The ceiling begins to rotate、I fell down on the futon。``You didn't push yourself too hard yesterday, right?'' I thought to myself.。I thought it was caused by the strain on my neck, which has a hernia.。It subsided quickly, but、When I wake up again、The ceiling spins again。
fortunately、Those two times were all it took for the day.、I was nervous when driving the car.。I was worried about what would happen if I suddenly got dizzy.、I managed to finish the work。I don't have a headache though、I feel pressure in my head。When I measure my blood pressure, it's 125-92.。Regardless of the above, the minimum blood pressure is too high.。Normally my blood pressure is around 100-70.。Sometimes the top drops below 100、I'm so worried that I might have low blood pressure.、I was very interested in this 92.。I still get dizzy from time to time (even when I'm sleeping)。As far as I searched on the internet, it's benign.、It seems like it will heal within a few months if left alone.。
That day, I got a call from my brother at home.。I was nervous because there was a serious change in my father's condition.、We finally talked about transferring to a hospital closer to my hometown (until now, going to the hospital itself was、It was physically taxing.)。We decided to talk about various things going forward.。I'm also concerned about my father's condition.、After the solo exhibition ended, I felt a strong need to go to Aomori as soon as possible.。
In rural areas, there is a near critical shortage of doctors and hospitals (as a result, each hospital is overcrowded).、The burden on doctors increases、Full of elderly patients)。Even if I was able to transfer to a nearby hospital.、車が無くては見舞い一つが大仕事になってしまう。青森まで、一人で車を運転し、帰ってこなければならない。それ自体も大きな負担だが、途中でめまいでもしたらどうしようと、新たな不安がある。今年は最後の最後まで、落ち着かない年になりそうだ。