猫になりたい

ヌード(部分) 水彩 2011

draw a picture while suffering、It sounds like you are a hard worker.。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、According to a friend, recent neuroscience、This seems to teach that it is difficult to produce good works.。effort is bad、I wouldn't go so far as to say that、It seems that ``doing what feels good'' is much more essential than making effort.。

It's a feeling。I have been struggling with creating works for quite a long time.。I continue to experience that this becomes a vicious cycle.。I instinctively feel that I should just draw with ease.、something is stopping it。something、is "consciousness"。various、excessive consciousness、Take it easy、It prevents me from drawing comfortably.。

What feels good、Being honest with your body and emotions、It probably means getting closer to pleasure.。In other words, doesn't it mean ``becoming a bit of an animal''?。

In the warm sun when it's cold、A cat lying lazily on the cool concrete when it's hot、In short, it should be that way.。About the body、Even without being conscious of the climate, the body itself、balance each other、Animals (including humans) survive by responding sensitively.。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、It's because we don't even realize it、It seems that the senses can react sharply.。

Why do humans have useless “consciousness”?。It seems that this is because human consciousness is made up of excuses (words may be inaccurate).。This is because the "excuses" that come after the act work to convince oneself and those around them.。Cats certainly don't make excuses (and neither do other animals)。I've never seen a cat make excuses for failure.。It's a summer of energy saving!。When it's hot, let's become an animal and laze around in the shade。without making excuses。The flashes of genius、Especially when you hear that many babies are born during the lazy period of summer vacation.。They must have known how to be "cats" well during that period.。

The abolition of the painting course (2),,ja,Artichoke (partial) F6 2011,,ja

アーティチョーク(部分) F6 2011

There is a woman who has been coming here for 10 years.。she lost her husband、I live alone now。Because there's no one at home、I don't talk to anyone at night。Of course there are people living around me.、I'll probably do some daily greetings, but、I'm not the person to talk about pictures with.。go to a course、The joy of being able to have deep conversations with people who share common interests。I'll be sad if it's gone、she said。

But、Personally, I think the course will no longer be available.。For me, there are various problems such as financial issues and space issues.、It can't be said that it's refreshing in a certain sense.。

A painting course is different from a professional training school.。through technical advice、A glimpse into the world one step deeper、I think it is ideal to have people expand their range of rich hobbies.。What is important at that time is、I have always thought that it is more about mutual trust than about the instructor's ability.。But、A lot has happened so far、Cracks are beginning to appear in these relationships of trust.。For me, it's better than canceling the course.、That's many times more worrying。The content itself can be substituted in a private classroom.、Because feelings cannot be divided so easily.。

What will happen until the abolition?、What to do after abolition。cooler、I need a more realistic head、Unfortunately, that ability seems to be completely lacking.。

リズムについて

風景 F4 水彩 2011

I haven't been going out much lately.、Production time has increased relatively.。this is a welcome thing。The rhythm of production is essential for painters.。それを忙しさの中にも維持しなければならないが、Before I knew it, I had destroyed it myself.、I saw it again。If you have more time to create, you can naturally get back to your rhythm.。

I forgot who it was、Humans are lumps of the past.、Someone said something to the effect of。The past is a dumping ground for all possibilities.、The present is simply an “illusion of possibility” that can only be called coincidence or fate.。Then I'll think about it、Is it a waste of effort? -Actually, that's true.。animals never try。Effort is what separates humans from animals.、It is also a beautiful name for a political lie that they came up with in order to become an entity that exploits other animals, including humans.。However, the rhythm of the body easily breaks through that lie.、We are forced to face the fact that we are also animals.。

That's not lying to yourself、not have excessive desires、Living with sincere “purposelessness” (meaning without awareness)、It is a very normal appearance of an animal.。most、This may be said to be a too naive view of humans and animals.、I can't help but feel like we're forgetting that the origin lies somewhere around here.。  2011/7/3