モヤモヤのこと

人形  F4  水彩  2011

The group exhibition in Ginza after a long time has ended.。It’s been a year。I haven't published much lately.。The reality is that it is no longer possible to make an announcement.。It's even closer to the truth that I can't draw anymore。

I feel like there are many reasons why I can't draw anymore.、The most important thing is that I changed the motif and the painting materials all at once.。Even if I change the motif、I personally don't think so.、そこにたどり着いたのだと思っているが、In people's eyes,、また換えた」とかんじられるらしいが、in my case、同じモチーフがある期間を措いて繰り返し現れてくるこれは意識してやるのではなく結果的にそうなのだ。But、Did you change it again?、いかにも一回限りの思いつきだと言われているようで案外につらい

モチーフは画家にとって極めて重要だ。It's not enough to just draw a picture、It is also an expression of thought、worthy of expressing it、Must be intuitively appropriate。in my case、The motif is appropriate、Expressively, it doesn't feel right at all。I need to get used to it more、There seems to be a problem with the configuration method.、including other issues、I'm having trouble resolving that issue.。

I can't draw、The reason why I can't make an announcement is because of the unresolved issues.。I have a hunch that if I can foresee that to a certain extent, I'll be able to move forward at least 10 steps.、It's been several years since I still had a hunch.。

自分で調べなさい

シェルターの花  F6   テンペラ  2011

I can't use my smartphone。I thought it was only about a month so it was impossible、My son says, "Because I don't understand the concept."。Besides,、It may be that there is too little basic knowledge。It's not good to be able to try to learn the operation in the first place.。I don't understand the concept、What should I do if I can't learn how to use it?、When I heard this, I was able to "understand how to use it the moment I hold it in my hand."、There's no other way to try it。Young people don't learn to operate、Because I understand the concept、The model changes、It is said that even if the operating procedure changes, you can respond intuitively.。

I understand that it is basically a mistake to think of a smartphone as a normal tool.。This is because the functionality changes rapidly depending on who you use it.。So try doing it yourself、It is supposed to gradually become (and will) meet your needs.。Regardless of whether that's a conceptual understanding or not.、It's certainly going to be usable。In the first place, it's not good to understand a computer (apparently it's not like it's not possible to use it).、If you read a computer book (a super basic concept)、He was abandoned。Don't ask anyone、Find it yourself。

Damn it、I was the one who bought you a computer or an ihon.。Isn't it okay to teach me?。Because it's frustrating、I want to do something about it、I can't afford to spend all my time on that.。But it's true that I'm too focused on the operations in front of me.、There will come a time when you will no longer be able to deal with these things.。I wonder if they can have the curiosity to play with popular toys.、It's a division into response ability。

暑い日が続きます

枇杷(部分) 水彩 F6 2011

It's been hot。It's hot today too、The radio says。What happened to Nadeshiko Japan?。At 5:14am, they had a 3-1 lead.、Victory or defeat is still unknown at this time.。・All Japan, Japanese Cha Cha Cha, etc.、I don't like (I'm scared) when unity is emphasized, but、I wonder why I care about things like Nadeshiko Japan.。

right now、Nadeshiko Japan、3-1on the radio with victory。For some reason I feel relieved。

yesterday、I saw the Saitama Niki exhibition at the Saitama Museum of Modern Art.。For paintings, many large-scale works of size 100 or more are lined up in several pieces.。While I think you are working hard in this hot weather,、Young people's drawings are a competition for unique ideas.、physical strength、Even though I was drawing while consuming a huge amount of energy.、Most of the pictures I made are pictures I saw somewhere.、I feel bad that it looks like a bad copy.。Eventually from this、I was thinking that a star might suddenly appear.。(bad mouth、very sorry)。

A group exhibition is being held in Ginza.。Young people are coming here one by one.。Most of the people are drawing pictures。For current art students (though this is a dead language) and new members of society who are having trouble balancing work with painting.、I'm a little surprised that you asked me such a question so frankly when we met for the first time.。from their point of view、At the same time as I realized once again that I am that age,、I felt envious of how honest people are today.。I wrote what I understood、What I'm doing、Suffering is no different from them.。The hot days continue、Even if it's lazy、I will continue working on it until it gets cooler.。