If you don't believe, you can't stand

　　　　　　　　"chestnut"Watercolor and colored pencils

Shigeru Ishiba becomes the new president of the Liberal Democratic Party。The Liberal Democratic Party has a sole majority in the House of Representatives.、He will be the new Prime Minister (scheduled to be formally elected at today's extraordinary Diet session).。Not only many LDP members in local areas but also ordinary citizens、From his past behavior、I must have thought for a moment that the Liberal Democratic Party might change a little.。

But、It was literally just a "moment"。Absolutely amazing、As soon as he was elected as the new president, he turned his words and actions around 180 degrees.、I can't help but be beyond surprised.。Dissolution of the House of Representatives the day before the inauguration、It is a general election declaration.。As expected, he is the president of the Liberal Democratic Party "by Liberal Democratic Party members for the Liberal Democratic Party"、Should I be impressed?。

The people too、Even among the actual Liberal Democratic Party members, a considerable number of people seem to be saying, “No way.”。Just two、Until three days ago, there was no possibility of an immediate dissolution of the new government.、``Before the election, in front of the people,、We must provide solid materials for making decisions.。For example, he was fighting for the presidential election by specifically arguing for a forum for debate, such as "Budget Committee."、As soon as he was elected, he said, ``Although it is unusual,、"It's not strange," I said.。
When Shinjiro Koizumi, who was also running for president, mentioned the dissolution of the House of Representatives.、The person who went out of his way to point out that ``a person who is not even prime minister should not touch on dissolution''、He suddenly announced the dissolution schedule ``before taking office''、Everyone was defeated.。

Personally、I thought he was a decent member of the Liberal Democratic Party.、completely lost trust。His common phrase "If you don't believe, you won't stand"、What was “faith”?。His “faith” was only for the members who suddenly helped in the presidential election.、This has made it clear that。野党の協力体制が整わないうちの選挙は、たぶん優位に進むだろう（いや、それも判らなくなった）。早晩「信がないのだから立てない」という持論を逆説的に立証することになるに違いない。

Own time

　　　　　「棚の静物」　is 15 years since the Great East Japan Earthquake

世界は目まぐるしく動いている。あるものは更に進歩し、But、あるものは退化もしくは逆行する。世界はそうやっていろんな方向へ動いている。that's why、同じところにとどまっているつもりでも、相対的にその動きの中にいることになる。

But、それは現在の地球での話。時間も空間も、ある意味では人類の発明品だ。この地球もやがて物理的に崩壊して宇宙の塵となり、どこかに新しい生命が生まれれば、そこからまた「新しい」時間と空間が生まれる「可能性」がある。天文学者によれば、現在の人類と同じような進化を遂げる確率は、ほぼゼロに近いらしいけれど。

In other words、わたしたち、I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、いま地球上にあるすべての生命が「奇跡」の中に在ると言っても過言ではない。But、その奇跡の中を見ると、矛盾だらけ。完ぺきなものなど何一つないことは顕かだ。それなのに、さらにその一部に過ぎない「人類」だけが、ひとつの正解を巡って、自らの正当性性を主張して殺し合っている。それ自体が矛盾であることに気づこうとしない。

人類だけが時間を「所有」できる。「わたしの時間」。それがいかなる奇跡であるか、死ぬ前にもういちど考えてみるのは悪いことではない、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。たとえそれがちょっと辛くても。「棚の静物」。何も描いてはいないが、そこにわたしの時間が残っている。

crab sashimi

"Great crab" Watercolor

It's like autumn、But、I want to draw something a little strange、My wife said that and bought me some crabs。It is often used in miso soup and hotpot soup.、It's a cheap crab。It's a type that doesn't have much flesh、That's the only way to use it。

The ingredients for sketches are much more valuable than "miso soup stock."、Maybe the housewives are used to seeing them in supermarkets、Apparently he hardly feels any value。It's expensive、Matsuba crabs that are a bit unavailable、If it's a hairy crab、Maybe even the things I draw have a sense of luxury。

That's true for anything、Just because you're used to seeing it、It's not something you can draw easily。Even if I look at my face in the mirror every day、It's not something that can be easily drawn by someone who is told to draw。It's a big difference between looking and drawing。The colour and shape are quite sharp、It's a material that's worth drawing。

I was also making fun of the taste、One day my younger brother、I ate sashimi from the Tsugaru Strait、I've said that。It's extremely good、Apparently。He lives in the Shimokita Peninsula.、As for seafood, freshness is good、Types are good、Surrounded by exceptionally high quality items。He too、Until then, it seemed like they were making fun of slut crabs and other things.、He was surprised when he tried it。Is there any amount of meat to make in sashimi?、When I asked、It's probably about two sizes larger。Then、It might be possible。since、I won't leave my ears。