モヤモヤのこと

人形  F4  水彩  2011

The group exhibition in Ginza after a long time has ended.。It’s been a year。I haven't published much lately.。The reality is that it is no longer possible to make an announcement.。It's even closer to the truth that I can't draw anymore。

I feel like there are many reasons why I can't draw anymore.、The most important thing is that I changed the motif and the painting materials all at once.。Even if I change the motif、I personally don't think so.、そこにたどり着いたのだと思っているが、In people's eyes,、また換えた」とかんじられるらしいが、in my case、同じモチーフがある期間を措いて繰り返し現れてくるこれは意識してやるのではなく結果的にそうなのだ。But、Did you change it again?、いかにも一回限りの思いつきだと言われているようで案外につらい

モチーフは画家にとって極めて重要だ。It's not enough to just draw a picture、It is also an expression of thought、worthy of expressing it、Must be intuitively appropriate。in my case、The motif is appropriate、Expressively, it doesn't feel right at all。I need to get used to it more、There seems to be a problem with the configuration method.、including other issues、I'm having trouble resolving that issue.。

I can't draw、The reason why I can't make an announcement is because of the unresolved issues.。I have a hunch that if I can foresee that to a certain extent, I'll be able to move forward at least 10 steps.、It's been several years since I still had a hunch.。

自分で調べなさい

シェルターの花  F6   テンペラ  2011

I can't use my smartphone。I thought it was only about a month so it was impossible、My son says, "Because I don't understand the concept."。Besides,、It may be that there is too little basic knowledge。It's not good to be able to try to learn the operation in the first place.。I don't understand the concept、What should I do if I can't learn how to use it?、When I heard this, I was able to "understand how to use it the moment I hold it in my hand."、There's no other way to try it。Young people don't learn to operate、Because I understand the concept、The model changes、It is said that even if the operating procedure changes, you can respond intuitively.。

I understand that it is basically a mistake to think of a smartphone as a normal tool.。This is because the functionality changes rapidly depending on who you use it.。So try doing it yourself、It is supposed to gradually become (and will) meet your needs.。Regardless of whether that's a conceptual understanding or not.、It's certainly going to be usable。In the first place, it's not good to understand a computer (apparently it's not like it's not possible to use it).、If you read a computer book (a super basic concept)、He was abandoned。Don't ask anyone、Find it yourself。

Damn it、I was the one who bought you a computer or an ihon.。教えたっていいじゃないか悔しいから何とかしたいものだがそれにばかり時間をかけているわけにもいかないでも確かに目の前の操作ばかりに汲々としていてはいずれこれらに対応できなくなる時が来る。I wonder if they can have the curiosity to play with popular toys.、It's a division into response ability。

暑い日が続きます

枇杷(部分) 水彩 F6 2011

It's been hot。It's hot today too、The radio says。What happened to Nadeshiko Japan?。At 5:14am, they had a 3-1 lead.、勝敗はまだこの時間では分からない・・オールJapanだの日本チャチャチャなど一体性を強調されるのは嫌い(怖い)だがなでしこJapanなどつい気にかけたりするのは何故だろうと自分でも疑問

たった今なでしこJapan、3-1で勝利とラジオでなぜかホッとする

yesterday、埼玉県立近代美術館で埼玉二紀展を見た絵画では多くは100号以上の大作を数点ずつ並べているこの暑い中頑張っていると思う反面若い人たちの絵は個性的アイデアを競い、physical strength、気力を膨大に消費しながら描いているのにできた絵はほとんどどこかで見た絵の下手なコピーに見えてしまうのが気の毒だやがてこの中からひょっこりスターが現れてくるかも知れないとは思いつつ(口が悪く申し訳ありません)

銀座でグループ展を開いている若い人もポツポツ来るほとんどが絵を描いている人たち現役画学生(既に死語だが)や新人社会人で絵との両立で悩んでいる人たちが初対面の私に率直にそんなことを問うてくるのに少し驚く彼らから見て自分はそんな年なんだとあらためて思うと同時に今の人たちは素直だなあと羨ましくも感じた分かったようなことを書いたがやってること苦しむことは彼らと何も変わらない暑い日が続くがだらだらとでも涼しくなるまで制作を続けていく