まだ半分は夢のようだ

from the hospital。snow remains
from the hospital。snow remains

Yesterday's snow remains。I don't watch the news、Apparently it's a record amount of snow for November.。

Half a day has passed since the pacemaker implantation surgery.。The pain from the wound is almost unnoticeable (unless you move it)。Even among nurses、With someone who is willing to move、There are some people who say it's better not to move.。The most important doctor is、I worry about my own cuts, but、Leave the pacemaker and care to the provider.、It feels like。

Even though the doctor knew he had a cold, he operated on him.、You don't have to worry about colds at all。Severe headache and runny nose、I could hardly sleep all night because of the cough.。I don't think I'll die from a cold、Does it feel like it?。

Until Tuesday, my heart was so bad that I needed surgery.、I had never heard of it during a health checkup.。It was even said that it was a good number.。That all changed and he was hospitalized.、Moreover, the pacemaker was implanted on the second day.。``I don't have much time'' ``Loss of consciousness''、In some cases, cardiac arrest may occur.'' What does this mean? Isn't it strange that you think it's a dream? Maybe I had the surgery prematurely? That remained in my mind even after the surgery.。

Checking the data from the implanted pacemaker、“I have to have a pacemaker installed.、There is data showing that such a thing is possible."。It doesn't seem like it's too early though、I still feel like I can't believe it。

 

入院してしまいました

ベッドから
ベッドから

the night before last、入院してしまいました。The disease name is complete atrioventricular block.。Ask me to show you an electrocardiogram、When I asked what was wrong、"Whole diagram"。Simply put、Blood cannot be pumped properly from the heart to the whole body、Apparently。Electrical signals are not properly transmitted from the atria to the ventricles、Where the ventricle normally beats 2 to 3 times、Because it only beats once、Only half to 1/3 of normal blood can be pumped。At this rate、Lose consciousness and fall down、In some cases, it may even lead to cardiac arrest.、If it's a dangerous situation。

Absolute rest in the hospital room。Not allowed to go to the toilet。

suddenly、I'm going to have surgery today。I heard it was tomorrow。But I guess it would have been more convenient for the teacher if it had been earlier.。It looks like it's snowing today for the first time in decades.。It will definitely be a day that will remain in your body and memory.。

 

 

How to do your best、poor effort

木立ベゴニア
木立ベゴニア

Good at working hard、It seems like there is something wrong with it。common、The Spartan style of trying to push yourself is probably the worst.、that's me。

Looking at the results, I can't really say that I tried my best.、That kind of consciousness is ingrained in my brain、Recently, it has manifested itself as a sleep disorder.。The brain resists sleeping。this is surprisingly painful。

On the contrary、Probably a good way to do your best、Isn't it about praising yourself for your progress?。If I say I'm spoiled, the world won't accept it.、I feel that it is actually very important.。