Blue seagull

2018the year has begun。everyone、開けましておめでとうございます。This year too、This year、I hope everyone has a good year.。We hope to see you again this year.、Thank you m(_ _)m

It's 7 o'clock in the morning in Higashidori Village.。It's not spectacular, but、warmly、It's a calm morning with no wind。

Last evening、When I stepped outside, I saw a lot of crows swimming in the shallows of the river.。Is it a New Year's cleanse?。There is something moving suddenly in the bushes on the opposite bank.、If you look closely, it looks like a hawk.。after a while、I flew towards the mountain among the gathered crows.。

When I looked at the encyclopedia, it looked like a young goshawk.。It would have been auspicious if it were today.、Oh dear、I'll just say that I was able to get ahead of the good things.。

Today is New Year's Eve。It looks like my mother will be able to celebrate New Year's Day 2018.。Maybe it won't last until the end of the year、Kai, who flew in with an emergency call,、Maybe it's just that we've reached this day.。

mother on the bed、sometimes dead、It's been a long time since I thought、Apnea with mouth open。I become nothing but skin and bones, wandering between sleep and wakefulness.。What I can do while watching、put on rubber gloves、Stick cotton wool and fingers in your mouth、dry、Just wiping away the saliva that is about to harden。I can barely talk。

This is how dying people do、What does it mean to live (for me)?、makes me think。to bother many people、education in itself。death in vain、Maybe there is no such thing as a meaningless death.。