Blue seagull

It's sunny again this morning。I feel fine (as long as I don't remember anything)。At times like this、listen to feel good music、Cover your ears to bad news、It's good to read poetry quietly.。Nodaga、The reality is that it doesn't happen that often.。

葉牡丹。Until last year、I wasn't interested at all。That's still the case now though、For some reason while I was looking at a gardening store,、Let's draw this、I bought a small pot at the end of the day.。

I drew about 20 large and small pictures.。Over time, I started not feeling like drawing peonies anymore.、I am reflected there。Maybe this is me...。It's jagged like it's getting caught in some places.、in spots、There are insane colors without any context.。This careless way of being is exactly me、It may no longer be possible to say that it depicts a leaf peony.。

描き初め。This year is January 9th。It used to be used instead of Toshikoshi soba.、I will continue to draw from New Year's Eve to New Year's Day.、It was a personal event、1/9Because...。

The first dream I remember this year。① Lower back surgery is an option ② What does it feel like?、It's not convincing, but the blood is flowing. 。

①、② Both are boring to put into words.、It remained as a great shock in my dream.。It's something you'll always be aware of throughout the year.、for me、Your first dream may have unexpectedly great meaning.。

Okay、This year I'm a little more intuitive、Let's draw sloppily。people are people、Try not to use your ears and mouth as much as possible (I have just developed severe hearing loss)、これは幸いなのか？）。腰は大事にせず、ハードに行こう。壊れたら手術という選択肢がある、そんな一年に。

Smiling is important。Even in the sense of protecting yourself as a result。Smile!、I hate it when you say that, but、It's true that it's easier to talk to people who smile.。At the time of disaster、If you have a smile, you are considered light.、I've heard that people who are lighter are more likely to be rescued.。I want to help people who have a chance of being saved.、Is it the psychology of the rescuer?。

Even if you think about it normally、Anyone can feel intimidated by the sight of muscular middle-aged and elderly faces.、When the smiling faces of children are lined up、For some reason, I naturally want to support him.。Donation emails for "Medecins Sans Frontières", "UNICEF Children's Fund" (I think?) etc.、Previously, there were many photos that appealed to ``misery'', but、Lately I've been smiling、The photos have changed to emphasize "hope"。If you want to donate anyway、more futuristic、People who want to use their skills in a bright (smile) direction、Probably more than those who don't.。。

Who said, "People like people who like themselves"?。psychologically、Apparently it means "I like people who imitate me."。But I don't like it。A scene where me and my clone are smiling side by side.、I don't want to see it。