二(ふた)呼吸する

制作中

Drawing is pleasant。Once interrupted、Once again, I feel the nerves spread like spring plant buds。

Some people will shake their bodies。That's dance。Some people will involuntarily make a sound、That's the song、Maybe it's a poem。The art is similar to dance。Something that's moeing from the body、Choose a colour、The picture takes shape、I feel emotionally tempted to conclude。But、For the time being、Stop taking another step、Let's take a deep breath。

If you breathe、I'm free now。What's in my heart at the time?、It's important for everyone、surely。

 

葬儀について思うこと

鴻巣市のひな飾り

3/2I attended and helped out at the funeral until 3/7.。look at the funeral、Sponsored by、Try to help me、I feel like it's a heavy burden.。

A child cares for the death of a parent、It is the duty of the child to give a fine funeral in gratitude for the blessings given to them during their lifetime.、I wonder what it is? The more I experience funerals, the more、I'm starting to think that way。Those words、Just to make it visible to others、Are you exhausted physically, mentally, and financially?。

no matter how small the scale、If you are planning a Buddhist-style funeral at a funeral director,、It always costs close to 1 million yen with all that.。And it's hectic、There is no time to mourn death。Only the emptiness and the burden of money will weigh on me later.。Looking at Japan as a whole、It must be a terrible (not to say wasteful) burden.。This is really、of the child left behind、Is this a duty that a family should take on?。If you are hospitalized for a long time due to illness、All the more, the burden is heavy.。

when I die、At the very least, I want her to be frugal so that she won't be a burden to her child.、Or I want to disappear before that happens.、I think there are many people who think that。at least、Many people would like that money to be used for their children and their families.。Some people say they can leave money for their own funeral.、Of course there are many、I feel like I'd like to spend that money while I'm still healthy.。

私たちを消去できない

腕を組む男(習作)

I had a scary dream。Something that looks like a ghost of Kamenoko scrubbing brush、They are talking while crawling around on the circular table.。"You can't erase me."。One click on your smartphone、I was able to delete it。

What is a scary dream?、Not only do they sneak into our smartphones without permission,、Being able to jump out into reality freely from there.。Proliferates in your smartphone、From then on, it goes wild in reality one after another.。And、Actually what they say、Eventually it will no longer be possible to erase it.。

Besides,、What's even scarier is that they seem to be very familiar with smartphones and computers.。It's only natural that it was born from there.。The number of limbs is also not comparable to that of a centipede.。If each of those hands held a smartphone、Isn't it the devil's Senju Kannon?。moreover、What if it is not necessarily the turtle child that is born with a scrubbing brush?。