I did it

若い人を描く(watercolor)

カメラやモニターなど視覚機器には「解像度」という用語がある簡単に言えば画面の密度高いほうが画面鮮明とおおざっぱにイメージすればよい解像度を上げれば画面はきれいで滑らかになるがそのぶん他の機能に負荷がかかるのでなんでもかんでも解像度を上げればいいというわけではない

But、ここでのそれは(自分の)「頭の解像度」もう少し上げたいなあと。That much、他に多少のしわ寄せがきてもやむを得ない

これまで「低解像度」で過ごしてきてもべつだん不都合を感じなかったそれはたぶん特に何も求めてこなかったことの裏返しのんのんと自己満足に浸ってきたということになるのだろうなにか具体的なことを達成しようとすればある程度きちんとした理解が必要になるたんに流れを理解するだけでなく実際にテストし失敗を検証する場合もあるだろうそれらのひとつひとつが不鮮明では結果にも確信が持てなくなるのは当然だ 

そこまで構えなくても、one by one、ピンと理解していきたいものだなあという願望(希望)がある最近視力が弱くなってきたことと反比例の感覚があるのかもしれない「こんなにぼんやりしているのを今まで見えた気でいたなんて怖いな」

無題

今日は篭を描いていた(under production。左の筆は見せかけだけ)

今日は水彩で篭を描き撮影の練習もしてみた絵を描くのはいいとして、I'm not good at photography etc.。Although I use a camera, I don't have much interest in the camera itself.、したがって知識も薄いいい加減に使うから結果もそれなりだから興味が湧かない・・・の悪いループにはまり込んでいる自分にとってカメラを使うことは必須なのだから興味云々ではなく知識・体験を得ることも必然なはずなのにそうしてこなかった逃げていたのだ

いまさら、Although、Based on the average lifespan of Japanese people, there is a possibility that they will live another 10 years.。How many years out of those 10 years will it take?、I'm not sure if I'll be able to acquire proper photography knowledge though.、I feel like I'll probably have more fun if I do that.。It's really too late now。I didn't even realize that my butt was on fire、it disappears、It's so burnt that it's almost turning into ashes、I finally notice this dullness。It's been 20 years since someone told me, "You realized it too late."。

What I'm not good at is filming (especially during production).、一つには「描き方をカメラに合わせる」からだ写真では紙をテーブルに貼り付けてあるカメラが固定されているからそれに合わせているわけだ普段はこんなことしない紙は上下左右その時々で描きやすい方に傾け回転させながら描く水平にしたり、I also lean it up.。Just fix the paper and it will look like、I feel like a criminal on a crucifixion table。

I usually shoot with 2 or 3 cameras.、It seems like they use cuts from good angles at the time.。However, I only have one (maybe two if you include a smartphone?)、Above all, it's small and there isn't that much space.、Whining like that won't work anywhere。- Secure it at any cost if necessary - It's certainly as I said.。I'm sorry.。
But oh well、Even if I couldn't shoot well、It gave me an opportunity to draw one anyway.。At that point、chonchon。

I’m happy, just now.

Apple-Rural(almost finished)

Almost finished。I feel a sense of freedom only at this moment when I hang up my brush.。If this were the night, I would want to have a drink.、It's noon now, so even if it's the same cup of coffee, I prefer coffee.。It's getting cold this evening、What's up there?、Start thinking about how to fix this.。That's why this moment is precious。

Since I started drawing、Approximately 1 month。in my case、On average, large pieces seem to be finished faster than small pieces.。It probably depends on whether or not you prepare in advance.。I often start drawing small pieces just from an idea (though that's also a good thing).、Sometimes it stops in the middle。Then、Like coal tar that never dries、It's been clinging to me for years (although that may not be a bad thing)。that's why、In any case, we need to reach the end in the shortest possible way.。After that, I will add it carefully.、It's good to step up to new works.。

There's a war going on in Ukraine。In the midst of this、How can you draw a picture that looks like the wrinkles in your brain have fully grown out (and it’s “rural”!)、living on the same earth、I wondered if it could be said that we were breathing the atmosphere of the same era. I was anxious to create pictures that were more representative of the modern era.、that's modern、I think these days。
There are mercenaries who go to other countries to kill people in order to feed their families.。On the other hand, there is also work to mourn the victims.。Some companies make bombs and weapons.、There are companies that make medicines to heal those wounds.。There is a world where there is always an opportunity to learn.、Some children have no access to education throughout their lives.。that's the world。and where they are deep、I finally understand that we are all connected.。in the world、Nothing is unrelated to anything else.。

do what you can。Don't overdo it、But sincerely。That's already difficult。