That a person has to die

"Yellow Wall" watercolor on cotton paper

News that entertainer and YouTuber “Ryucheru” has passed away.。It was said to be suicide (although I'm curious about how this word is used)。I didn't know much about the activity itself.、I never expected it from that friendly smile.。I wonder how much it must have been painful、my heart hurts。

Since ancient times、However, I don't know what to compare it with.、I feel that as we approach modern times, the number of unreasonable deaths is increasing.。Because life does not originally desire death (probably)、Some may say that all deaths are unreasonable.、In my opinion (although it is not defined at all)、It is a death that goes against the desire to live a better life.。

In the Ukraine war、We know that many young lives are lost by the hundreds every day.。whether it's the russian army、Whether it's the Ukrainian army、Whether there is a good cause for war or not.、The truth is、No one wants to give up their life in war.。like war、Of course, that's not what he wants to do.、I didn't even start、Everyone can understand that it's better not to do it.、I don't think I have to die because of something like that.、How unreasonable is that?。But、A huge force that cannot be stopped by individuals pushes people toward death.。where does that power come from?。When you ask why why why?、You'll realize that it could be anyone.。

disease、accident、by suicide、Many people around me have already died.。Death is a fate that must come to all living things.、That doesn't mean it's okay for others to do something like that.。no matter how many people die、Each life is 100%、It doesn't get any lower than that.。“Death” is something that even the person himself should not touch.、That's what it is。Nevertheless、“Words,” “systems,” and “desires” that easily drive people to death。There are now over 8 billion people in the world。The accumulation of that wisdom、What is this?。

clouds blowing the wind

77th day of the month、It's Tanabata! A week has passed、I finally remembered
7Month 10th 18.00。After this a gust of wind。As you can see, the wind is blowing

It was a little cloudy today, and the temperature was about 4℃ lower than yesterday (yesterday was 39.1℃ in Hachioji City, Tokyo!).、Even so, if I move a little, I'm drenched in sweat.。On top of being so busy, this heat is also on top of me.、I've been slacking off on walking a lot lately.。I feel like I can get used to the heat by walking hard and sweating a couple of times.、If you get heatstroke, there will be no harm done.、I'm careful。

Because of the heat、I almost forgot to write my blog。Everything can be blamed on the heat.、Sometimes it's convenient、If you forget, there may be real harm.。Recently too、Walking steps、time、I misplaced my wristwatch, which tracks things like calories burned and the depth of sleep.、Even now I can't remember at all。I feel like it must be in the house.、He may have been so dazed that he didn't even notice that it had come off his arm.。

When the sun is strong、It takes a little willpower to look up at the sky.、There are clouds like this too.。It already feels like autumn above。7The 7th of the month was medical checkup day.。The reason I felt so refreshed was probably because I was inside the air conditioner.。It was 35 degrees Celsius on this day.。

Below is a photo taken in the parking lot while shopping.。After a while, the wind suddenly became stronger.、Tornado damage appears to have occurred in some parts of the city.。I thought there was nothing wrong with my house.、The heavy glass plate next to the entrance, which I had been using as a stand for things, was found several meters away.。It's my first time living here。Where did the bucket of water go?、I can't find it at all。Maybe、Our home may have been just one step away from disaster.。I guess my daily behavior was pretty good.、surely。

nothing day

Demo production of "undercoat effect (in watercolor)"

yesterday、Hot days continue today。7Tuesday 11th of the month、32℃ as of 7pm、Apparently。Is everyone okay?。long ago、At that time, I bought a cheap cooler that was already outdated.、Moreover, it lacks power for the space.、Moreover, there are lots of gaps on the top, bottom, left and right of the atelier.、Moreover,、Moreover,、And inside、It's been over 10 years since I installed it in my atelier.。

since、without much trouble、If there was such a thing as a “cooler pension,” I would want to pay it.、(Even if there is, I can't really pay for it, but) That guy is doing his best (even though he only takes care of it other than sweeping up the dust).。that's why、28Even if the room temperature does not fall below 30℃ with the ℃ setting、I don't complain to him (maybe girlfriend?)。As long as it's cooler than outside, you can do it as many times as you like.。``But-'' The electricity bill is going up.、My wife glares at him (or maybe me?)、"It's my fault that it's not worth it.。please、Please tie my rope to me~” was all he said.、I ended up glaring at you too.。

I don't like the heat, but I don't hate it、I remember writing this many times on this blog.。On the contrary、``I like the cold, but、My body tends to make weak noises."、I was thinking about how to express it.。When I sorted it out, I said, ``I like both hot and cold.、Does that mean it's a burden on the body? Isn't that obvious? I see.、The intelligence motor wasn't running.。Nasake~(>_<)。

So、In this heat today、Draw pictures for your blog、YouTube用の編集作業以外に何もしませんでした。作業が一段落ついて、久しぶりのウオーキングでも行こうとはしたのですが。一日中座りっぱなしのせいか足腰が自分のもののようではなく、それでも壊れたロボットのように、とりあえず歩き始めました。Then、いくらも歩かないうちに急に突風が吹き始めたんです。見上げると、入道雲が崩れかかっていてなかでピカピカ光っている。これ幸いとUターンしたら、なんと同市内で竜巻が発生したのだとのニュース。何も書くことのない一日でした(>_<)　。