自分の絵であり、自分の思い通りに描いているのに、これが自分の描きたいものかといえば、なぜか今一つ、そんな気がしないのです。説明しにくい、一種不思議な感覚ですが、いったんスタートするとひとつの流れができて、こういう絵になるけれど、もしスタート位置が少しずれれば全然違う絵にもなり得る、As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body。
“New Life No. 5” 2008 Tempera、210×546 (cm) Is that what he was like..."Shedding" 2007 Tempera、91×182（cm）
Today is the end of August。While I was thinking that it was just hot,、The Japan Meteorological Agency has announced that it will be hot in September as well.。The city hall is sending out an email today to prevent heat stroke.。This is probably the case everywhere in the Kanto region.、Locally Tottori、Niigata、Yamagata、Mainly on the Sea of Japan side such as Akita、Another extremely hot day is expected today.。
Contaminated water discharged into the ocean from the Fukushima nuclear power plant、Osaka Expo、casino promotion、Needless to say, there is a war in Ukraine in the world.、china vs america,、Conflict over principles and money、global warming、There are sharp conflicts over issues of development, the environment, and the pandemic.。In the end, it's a conflict of values.、It is further divided into smaller pieces.、Each of them is sharply separated like a wall、Instead of a concerted effort to overcome、Force can be used easily。
It's not so much an external matter.、There is a divide in values even in things that are very familiar to us.、Each attacks the other with a disturbingly strong expression.。For example, if you look at “X” (formerly “Twitter”), etc.、No attempt was made to understand the background or true intentions of the other side's opinions.、It's a parade of abusive language。I think this may be more so because the sentences are short (though this creates a new problem of declining language skills).、Above all, before you press the send button、Try to reflect on your feelings again (as calmly as possible)、Isn't it because you don't have the time to do that?。ironically、Ever since I got my watch、Modern people have “lost time”。
What is “values”?、It also refers to the “rank of value” within oneself.。The fact that the ranking differs depending on the person、Maybe everyone can tolerate it。But、For example, it is not good to hurt others.、That is before values.、I think it is a cultural heritage of human history.。When a division occurs near that point,、Not only our values, but our very “view of humanity” will be shaken.。 Value personal values、That is the trend of the times.、I think in a sense it is a historical necessity.、in the current situation、It seems as if values are being torn apart.、Does it mean that the “humans” we have known up until now will no longer be human?、Molt into new skin like reptiles and amphibians、I think it may be time for that kind of change (evolution?)。That kind of feeling、I tried drawing it once.。
in the sunlight、The convoy moves slowly and then stops.、stop and move again。Strong reflected light shines into my eyes from all around the car.。It's exactly like the scene on TV where they shoot guns towards us.。Follow the shape of the car moving in front of you、Although the muzzle position moves、It doesn't change the fact that I keep staring at you.。
There are many white cars。paint is cheap、Because it is durable。Not noticeable even if it fades。Crossing the convoy on the bridge、Two people who appear to be an elderly couple are walking along the river in the direction of the station.。Wearing a wide whitish hat and a white cap、They both have slightly smaller bags.。I guess I'll go out somewhere。Women should wear a light blue dress with short sleeves.、Is it a floral pattern?、Pale red moves here and there。Men wear short-sleeved shirts with a light background pattern and white shorts.。A little stocky and not very tall、He seems like the type to be able to do yard work and housework frequently.。A little short stride、I walk briskly about 1 meter in front of her.。10It disappeared behind the house in about a second.。
