Blue seagull

This time a little、I've squealed。Actually, this blog is today、28I write it on a day。Last night I was writing a blog at just before 12:00、"already、can't be in time! So I uploaded it halfway through.、In other words, "securing a date"、I used the "secret trick" to keep it "private" right away 。m(__)m

Writing late at night is、It's often said、For those who write things more and more darkly、It's leaning towards a serious one。Last night too、As I wrote about all sorts of things, I felt depressed.、I can no longer continue。

What will the world be like?、What should I do myself?、What、Thinking about it after waking up、I was trying to write something that was pointless to write, right?。In short, my head was tired。Looking at sleep data、The rating is "bad"。Sleep time of 3 hours 12 minutes、There's a certain。Deep sleep total of 34 minutes、Apparently。of course、From 1:30am to 7:30am、I lie down for about 6 hours。But、I fall asleep at 3:54am。Even if I go to the floor、You haven't fallen asleep。surely、I was aware that I was always asleep at dawn, but、I was able to check the data too、I guess that's what。The medicine I hadn't drunk for a while、Maybe it's needed again。

80What do people of the millions (currently the total world population) think?、What are you doing、What are you aiming for?、What a philosopher's thoughts、I can't even deal with myself.、First, my legs、I have to look at my toes too。And、How to achieve what you want to do now、That's right、surely。

危なかった。あと3~4分で26日になるところだった。ビデオ編集に追われて、ブログのことをすっかり忘れていた。

今回は「風景の中の」ポインセチア。ポインセチアは、単独で描くのはとても難しい植物のひとつ。あの大胆な赤自体もそうだけれど、いざ描こうとするとなぜかあの赤が褪めてしまい、複雑なかたちだけが押し出されてくる。

あの赤は太陽の光を浴びてこそ。だから室内に持ち込んだとたん、日当たりと陰とで作り出す鮮やかなコントラストが失われ、急に不機嫌に黙り込んだようにとげとげしい表情になるのである。But、これは冬の花（？）。野外でなど描いていられないという、人間側の事情がその不機嫌さの原因でもあるわけだ。

ならば室内でもっとも居心地の良い、日当たりの場所を提供するしかない。冬の太陽は這いつくばる様に低く動き、すぐにモノの影に隠れてしまう。贅沢な光の場を要求する、冬の独裁者なのである。That's、あの赤なのである。

[Secret Christmas present to myself。smart watch strap。2999 yen per piece。very satisfied]

today、I went to buy a sketchbook for the first time in about a month.。What I'm going to buy is a small sketchbook.、10I always order several large sketchbooks such as issues from an art supply store.。Lately, I haven't painted many large paintings in oil or tempera.、Less consumption of oil paint brushes、exclusively watercolor、Paper consumption has increased。

In Japan, high prices of everything are becoming a problem.、paper first、The rise in prices of art supplies is also staggering.。Art-related raw materials are often rare items.、The price is also high though、and rent、personnel costs、delivery fee、Administrative costs such as warehouse and quality control、Advertising expenses、taxes and、It feels like it's piled up to such an extent.。Don't get carried away by busyness、Enjoy the time of your life and enjoy art、The price is so high that I am afraid to even mention it.。There is nothing we can do about art being further and further removed from people.。

want、There were several types of sketchbooks and papers that I wanted to use.、In the end, after thinking about it for a long time, I could only buy one book.。It's not like I don't know how much sketchbooks cost these days.、That's right。The end of the year is full of production、It seems like something that can only be done in a dream。New Year's supplies and alcohol were everywhere.、For some reason, this seemed to be becoming more and more distant from the image of "wealth."。