I feel like I understand

"Water finger with decoy" watercolor、acrylic

Even though I feel like I understand、In fact, it is often not understood。If it's something you can try、Try it and you'll realize it。I can see it but I don't see it、I can hear the voice but I'm not listening。It means that you are reading the text, but you are not understanding it.。

Adding aging to this makes it even more difficult.。bad eyesight、Because I'm hard of hearing, people start making assumptions like "It's probably 〇〇".、Old knowledge that has not been upgraded、The misunderstandings and selfish memories that have accumulated throughout my life、I'm turning into stubbornness, but I don't realize it myself。It's actually scary、I don't know each day, but I spend my days in Buddhism.。

Being reminded of that、When involved in an incident or accident。Or maybe it's time to reach a major turning point.、It's nothing but fear。Not that much though、The other day I had a problem with my computer.。
Unable to back up some files、was displayed.。Message to save to cloud via OneDrive。I've had many bad experiences with OneDrive, so I don't want to use it if possible.、Microsoft wants to use it as much as possible.。reluctantly、Lured by the simple-sounding wording、I tried it with my own interpretation without properly understanding it.。After all, something terrible happened.。Audio data of the video being edited、Photos that I thought were completely unrelated、including documents etc.、My desktop was also taken away.。
In the end, I couldn't do anything on my own.、Help my son ! Be careful not to lose data、It took him a little while to recover.。I can't do it alone。At least the meaning of the term、I had to start over from that point.。I pretended like I understood、A painful burden。

It's hard to understand properly。Do it again and again、It can also be done from the opposite direction。It got to that point、Maybe it's the first time I can say, ``I understand.''。What I can say I understand、I don't have enough (not even 5) in one hand.、``I understand'' well.。

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"Nautilus、"Sake Utensils and Cymbidium" Watercolor F6

For a while now、I mentioned the other day that I hadn't uploaded any videos to YouTube.。I was busy though.、It's because I didn't feel like it any more.、I also wrote that。But、I continued doing watercolors.。

There was also a classroom, so it's only natural.、This person was motivated.。Therefore、"I didn't feel like doing anything" means、It was a little over the top。

Why did I become interested in watercolor?、It all started when I painted a “sunset”.。In watercolor, gradation and blur are felt to be the most watercolor-like.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Well then、You have to be able to do anything! If you think about it and try it、I can't do it as well as I think I can。100％、Perfect gradation every time、What should I do to get rid of the bleeding?、What if I thought about it?、So I just happened to end up making a series of them.。

In a row、I created a video called ``Drawing a Sunset - Watercolor'' with gradation and blur as one of the themes.。try it、I became even more aware that gradations and blurring are “crazy”。Either watercolor or oil painting、You can draw as many details as you want, but、The theme is blur that is difficult to control.、I made this my current task.。And、How can this be developed in oil painting?、When I started thinking about that、I feel like I can no longer remain in a state of lethargy.。I'm not saying that lethargy is bad.。

Butsumetsu

"Summer Pond" Watercolor、F6

Butsumetsu seems to mean "a day without Buddha"。Even Buddha, who is busy saving people,、I guess you need rest days just like humans.。that's why、On that day, each sentient being should protect himself/herself.、and。

i am a buddhist、isn't it。There's no Buddhist altar、I don't bother going back to my parents' house and visiting their graves just because it's Obon.。Oh dear、The closest thing to saying is that I have no religion.。But、When something bad happens, I think, ``I wonder if I'll die today.''、That's the only time it comes to mind。Yesterday was also a disaster。

Feeling bad all day、Rather, I've been thinking about it over and over again since last night.、I couldn't sleep well。After one night, today is Daan。On the other hand, if it's a big discount, I think something good might happen.、I don't usually worry about this。For me, it's cash.。

In the afternoon, I looked at the drawings of people in the classroom.、I drew a little picture myself.。look at pictures、draw。on second thoughts、There's no better change of pace than this。It's cheap。