Blue seagull

Finally one、I was able to upload it at the end of the year。at last、Now we'll start doing our year-end business。

To make YouTube videos、I thought I'd put a lot of effort into it since August last year.、I gradually realized that I am not a bit gross。For those who know、That's probably going to come straight away, though、I'm dull、I have a strange self-esteem、I guess they have developed a habit of turning their eyes away from these facts.。It seems that in an irregular way, "scatters from my eyes" are beginning to melt (it hurts for a while, though).。

I'll do more properly next year、I'm thinking at this point (I won't know if it'll be tomorrow)。For now、The things I've accumulated (though I think it's all unimportant to others).、I have to clean up by tomorrow...。This is why、Goodbye today。

This time a little、I've squealed。Actually, this blog is today、28I write it on a day。Last night I was writing a blog at just before 12:00、"already、can't be in time! So I uploaded it halfway through.、In other words, "securing a date"、I used the "secret trick" to keep it "private" right away 。m(__)m

Writing late at night is、It's often said、For those who write things more and more darkly、It's leaning towards a serious one。Last night too、As I wrote about all sorts of things, I felt depressed.、I can no longer continue。

What will the world be like?、What should I do myself?、What、Thinking about it after waking up、I was trying to write something that was pointless to write, right?。In short, my head was tired。Looking at sleep data、The rating is "bad"。Sleep time of 3 hours 12 minutes、There's a certain。Deep sleep total of 34 minutes、Apparently。of course、From 1:30am to 7:30am、I lie down for about 6 hours。But、I fall asleep at 3:54am。Even if I go to the floor、You haven't fallen asleep。surely、I was aware that I was always asleep at dawn, but、I was able to check the data too、I guess that's what。The medicine I hadn't drunk for a while、Maybe it's needed again。

80What do people of the millions (currently the total world population) think?、What are you doing、What are you aiming for?、What a philosopher's thoughts、I can't even deal with myself.、First, my legs、I have to look at my toes too。And、How to achieve what you want to do now、That's right、surely。

危なかった。あと3~4分で26日になるところだった。ビデオ編集に追われて、ブログのことをすっかり忘れていた。

今回は「風景の中の」ポインセチア。ポインセチアは、単独で描くのはとても難しい植物のひとつ。あの大胆な赤自体もそうだけれど、いざ描こうとするとなぜかあの赤が褪めてしまい、複雑なかたちだけが押し出されてくる。

あの赤は太陽の光を浴びてこそ。だから室内に持ち込んだとたん、日当たりと陰とで作り出す鮮やかなコントラストが失われ、急に不機嫌に黙り込んだようにとげとげしい表情になるのである。But、これは冬の花（？）。野外でなど描いていられないという、人間側の事情がその不機嫌さの原因でもあるわけだ。

ならば室内でもっとも居心地の良い、日当たりの場所を提供するしかない。冬の太陽は這いつくばる様に低く動き、すぐにモノの影に隠れてしまう。贅沢な光の場を要求する、冬の独裁者なのである。That's、あの赤なのである。