1000Viewed times。

"Drawing a croissant" has been uploaded。I always have a hard time editing、This time it took several months.。No matter how hard you work, you'll forget in an instant、This old-fashioned “brain misfortune” is the “source of regret”。It's frustrating though、The brain itself, which thinks that there is no other good use for it, is in the first place ``a source of regret.''、You should know by guessing。

late last night、When I try to upload it to YouTube, it says "It has been viewed 1000 times"。” was displayed with a smiley face mark.。These 1000 times are not for one video、Total of all content I have uploaded。But honestly、I thought to myself, "Wow! That's amazing."。everyone、Thank you for watching。For a video like this、I spent so much time that I didn't even want to calculate it.、Every day I'm plagued by the worry that I might be doing something completely meaningless.、The number of people who watched even just a little bit is 1000 people.、I feel like I was able to relieve some of that stress.。

By simple calculation、It's been about 10 months since I first posted on YouTube in September last year.、1000÷10=100/month。On average, more than 3 people every day、I hope you watched my video。Every day, I have the opportunity to have three people (even people I already know) get to know me anew.、in normal life、Is there? Tens of thousands of times with just one content、100“Super” popular content that has been viewed more than 10,000 times, etc.、I sometimes see it too、A cute kitten is just yawning、It's like a clumsy person made a terrible mistake.、It's not uncommon for people to just post scenes with no other purpose.。Still, it gives viewers a feeling of healing and relaxation.、I think it provides some value、I started thinking this after I started posting videos.。Until then、They only seemed to me to be ``valueless, although not meaningless.''。

I don't really feel it in Japan.、(Even just in the world seen online) There are so many different values.。Everyone feels deep down that there is a commercial agenda led by GAFA.、Convey what everyone wants to convey (share)、We live in an era where everyone tries to receive the information they want as straight as possible.。I think the time has come for that kind of thing.、I think so through my early YouTube experience.。

“Parent gacha” is a disgusting word.

There are products called ``Gachapon'' and ``Gachagacha.''。You can buy any one out of many.、Buyers cannot choose “this”、What's more, what's inside the products that come out?、You won't know until you open it。Play around with this、A word that refers to children not being able to choose their parents.、It seems to be a “parent gacha”。

It is true that children cannot choose their parents.。It seems to be used to mean, ``I wish I was born a rich child,'' ``I wish I was born to smart parents,'' or ``I wish I had parents who were handsome.''、It seems more common to say things like, "I'm sorry for being such a parent," in a way that belittles oneself as a parent.。in any case、It's a very unpleasant word、horrifyingly、It is a word that deeply hurts not only the person who utters the word, but also others.。

There are clearly upper and lower human beings here.、A sense of discrimination is ingrained。hair color、I can't even choose my skin color.、congenital disease or、You can't even choose your constitution as to whether you're susceptible to them or not.。Even the country of birth、You can't even choose the era in which you're born.。But why “parent”?。Isn't it the society that is so bad that everything is decided by the parents that should be the problem?。Is it impossible to live happily unless you are rich?。Be happy if you have more money、If it's less than that, you're unhappy?。Before you say, "I have parents like this..."、What about the parents who gave birth to me and raised me?。And what about the parents?。

Like this、Words that simply insult humans themselves are rare.。Even a murderer、There may be some circumstances、About that much、A normal person would probably think of it even for a moment.。Nevertheless、There is nothing like that in this word。At first glance it seems like a comical word、Actually, there is no such thing as laughter、just insulting、And since it's directed at me, I can't help it.。Ah, I hate it。

platinum jubilee

The Chenshunkai exhibition ended successfully.。cheers!

Celebrations to celebrate Queen Elizabeth II's 70th anniversary on the throne have been declared a special four-day public holiday.。The final day's parade and、Wave from the balcony of Buckingham Palace、96The image of the 20-year-old queen was broadcast to the whole world.。

“What is Britain?”、deeply、It was a symbolic scene。Europe is now divided into two、There's a war going on in Ukraine.。Britain is putting a considerable burden on Ukraine itself.。"but、That's different from this.''、It seems obvious, but、When the time comes, you can never take it for granted.、This kind of "personal event (even though she is the Queen)"、I can feel it in the "pride" that I'm proudly showing off now.。

Even in terms of economic power、In terms of political power、In terms of military power、The former British Empire is no longer considered one of the world's top three.。in spite of、during world war ii、Bombing and rocket attacks from Germany、A London restaurant with its doors and walls blown off、The joke behind the sign: ``We've expanded the frontage a little.''、A very knightly spirit、I feel deeply connected to this Platinum Jubilee.。For example, military power、The power you can see is not the only power。Reigned for 70 years、blunt、At first glance, this seems to contradict the cold, cynical British people.、"Pre-modern" monarchy。Just say to everyone, ``That's us.''、There are countries where this is accepted around the world with respect and a certain kind of envy.、Where else but the UK?。

Britain is a country of rationalism。But、In fact, there is a contradiction、Irrationality is also heavier than other countries、It seems like he is holding it deeply。the world、Once I swallowed it whole、With extraordinary magnitude、It's like looking into the eyes of a dying giant elephant.、Its history is somehow filled with sadness.。70over the years、Celebrating the Queen's presence by saying "Yes"、It's never just a simple festival、It made me feel the depth of England.。