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paths don't cross

still life with wine bottles(watercolor)

7It's already been seven days since the moon。Today is Tanabata。But、I don't feel like that at all。No matter how many people wish for peace on the stars、No matter how many people wish for a world free of disease and disasters,、Ukraine war broke out、Corona spreads。In the end, you have no choice but to protect yourself、That feeling of shrinking、On the contrary, it seems that if anything, there is an aggressive momentum floating at the bottom.、I feel like that。

Not only America、Even Denmark has mass shootings。When、We are now in an era where it is no surprise that something similar happens anywhere.。If gun laws were like America's、Mass shootings are a daily occurrence in Japan as well.、You can imagine it by looking at the daily news.。

what about art。In the first place, it seems that such things are not reflected in people's eyes.。on second thoughts、people want things。I want money。I want Kenryoku。unfortunately、The straight road of desire goes on and on、paths don't cross。

right now、BBC breaking news、Prime Minister Johnson resigns。This will likely shift the direction of the war in Ukraine to Russia's advantage.。Russia issued a welcome comment。

1000Viewed times。

"Drawing a croissant" has been uploaded。I always have a hard time editing、This time it took several months.。No matter how hard you work, you'll forget in an instant、This old-fashioned “brain misfortune” is the “source of regret”。It's frustrating though、The brain itself, which thinks that there is no other good use for it, is in the first place ``a source of regret.''、You should know by guessing。

late last night、When I try to upload it to YouTube, it says "It has been viewed 1000 times"。” was displayed with a smiley face mark.。These 1000 times are not for one video、Total of all content I have uploaded。But honestly、I thought to myself, "Wow! That's amazing."。everyone、Thank you for watching。For a video like this、I spent so much time that I didn't even want to calculate it.、Every day I'm plagued by the worry that I might be doing something completely meaningless.、The number of people who watched even just a little bit is 1000 people.、I feel like I was able to relieve some of that stress.。

By simple calculation、It's been about 10 months since I first posted on YouTube in September last year.、1000÷10=100/month。On average, more than 3 people every day、I hope you watched my video。Every day, I have the opportunity to have three people (even people I already know) get to know me anew.、in normal life、Is there? Tens of thousands of times with just one content、100“Super” popular content that has been viewed more than 10,000 times, etc.、I sometimes see it too、A cute kitten is just yawning、It's like a clumsy person made a terrible mistake.、It's not uncommon for people to just post scenes with no other purpose.。Still, it gives viewers a feeling of healing and relaxation.、I think it provides some value、I started thinking this after I started posting videos.。Until then、They only seemed to me to be ``valueless, although not meaningless.''。

I don't really feel it in Japan.、(Even just in the world seen online) There are so many different values.。Everyone feels deep down that there is a commercial agenda led by GAFA.、Convey what everyone wants to convey (share)、We live in an era where everyone tries to receive the information they want as straight as possible.。I think the time has come for that kind of thing.、I think so through my early YouTube experience.。

“Parent gacha” is a disgusting word.

There are products called ``Gachapon'' and ``Gachagacha.''。You can buy any one out of many.、Buyers cannot choose “this”、What's more, what's inside the products that come out?、You won't know until you open it。Play around with this、A word that refers to children not being able to choose their parents.、It seems to be a “parent gacha”。

It is true that children cannot choose their parents.。It seems to be used to mean, ``I wish I was born a rich child,'' ``I wish I was born to smart parents,'' or ``I wish I had parents who were handsome.''、It seems more common to say things like, "I'm sorry for being such a parent," in a way that belittles oneself as a parent.。in any case、It's a very unpleasant word、horrifyingly、It is a word that deeply hurts not only the person who utters the word, but also others.。

There are clearly upper and lower human beings here.、A sense of discrimination is ingrained。hair color、I can't even choose my skin color.、congenital disease or、You can't even choose your constitution as to whether you're susceptible to them or not.。Even the country of birth、You can't even choose the era in which you're born.。But why “parent”?。Isn't it the society that is so bad that everything is decided by the parents that should be the problem?。Is it impossible to live happily unless you are rich?。Be happy if you have more money、If it's less than that, you're unhappy?。Before you say, "I have parents like this..."、What about the parents who gave birth to me and raised me?。And what about the parents?。

Like this、Words that simply insult humans themselves are rare.。Even a murderer、There may be some circumstances、About that much、A normal person would probably think of it even for a moment.。Nevertheless、There is nothing like that in this word。At first glance it seems like a comical word、Actually, there is no such thing as laughter、just insulting、And since it's directed at me, I can't help it.。Ah, I hate it。