I’m happy, just now.

Apple-田園 (ほぼ終了)

ほぼ終了筆を擱いたこの瞬間だけは解放感があるこれが夜なら一杯飲みたくなるところだが今は昼だから同じ一杯でもコーヒーのほう今日の夕方には冷めてきてあそこがどうここをどう直そうかと考え始めるだからこの一瞬は貴重である

描き始めてからあしかけ1ヶ月くらい。in my case、平均すると小品より大きな作品の方が早く仕上がるようだそれはきっと事前の準備の有無による小品は思いつきだけで描き始めることが多い(それはそれで良い点もある)がたまにそれが途中で止まってしまうことがあるそうすると永久に乾かないコールタールのように何年もうじうじとまとわりつく(それも悪いとは言えないかも知れないが)。that's why、とにかくいったんは終了まで最短距離で行きつく必要があるそのうえでじっくり加筆するなりあらたな作品にステップアップするのがいい

ウクライナで戦争が起きているそのさなかにこんな大脳のしわが伸びきったような絵を描くなんて(しかも「田園」!)同じ地球に棲み同じ時代の空気を吸っているといえるのだろうか―もっと現代を象徴するような絵を描かなくちゃ―なんて焦ったりしていたがそれが現代なのだと最近は思う
 家族を養うために他国へ人を殺しに行く傭兵がいるいっぽうでその犠牲者を弔う仕事もある爆弾や兵器を作る会社もあればその傷を治す薬を作る企業もあるいつでも学ぶ機会のある世界もあれば一生教育に無縁な子どもたちもいるそれが世界なのだそしてそれらが深いところでみんなつながっていることがやっと解ってきた世の中に他といっさい無関係なものなんて何一つないのだ

自分ができることをやる。Don't overdo it、でも誠実にそれがすでに難しいことなのだし

Coffee morning

Feb

Feb、Feb。Feb。Feb、Feb。

The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant。of course、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant。The world economy is stagnant、Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.、Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.。

Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.。Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"。Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"。

Tea would be the same。Tea would be the same、Tea would be the same。Tea would be the same、Tea would be the same。A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness。A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness、A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness。A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness、A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness。

Coffee morning

Apple in the landscapeApple in the landscape

Apple in the landscape、Apple in the landscape。2019Apple in the landscape、Apple in the landscape。Apple in the landscape、Apple in the landscape、Apple in the landscape。Apple in the landscape、For the time being, I tried "virtually adding" to the canvas of No. 100, which was about to be drawn (of course, the poster of Kokoshka is much more elegant).。

For the time being, I tried "virtually adding" to the canvas of No. 100, which was about to be drawn (of course, the poster of Kokoshka is much more elegant).、I was at a standstill during the production ... The direction is fixed-the drawing method is almost fixed- "But I can't get a concrete image" -I'm frustrated、I was at a standstill during the production ... The direction is fixed-the drawing method is almost fixed- "But I can't get a concrete image" -I'm frustrated、I was at a standstill during the production ... The direction is fixed-the drawing method is almost fixed- "But I can't get a concrete image" -I'm frustrated。But ... nothing springs up、But ... nothing springs up。

But ... nothing springs up、But ... nothing springs up。But ... nothing springs up。But ... nothing springs up。But ... nothing springs up、Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)、Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)。Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)、Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)。
Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)、Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)、Making a remarkable announcement (I first learned from the chronology)。Still, for some reason, something like the "weight" of the work、Still, for some reason, something like the "weight" of the work。Still, for some reason, something like the "weight" of the work。Still, for some reason, something like the "weight" of the work、Still, for some reason, something like the "weight" of the work。

Still, for some reason, something like the "weight" of the work、I feel like yelling "This is it!"。I feel like yelling "This is it!"。I feel like yelling "This is it!"、I feel like yelling "This is it!"。I feel like yelling "This is it!"。I feel like yelling "This is it!"、I was able to bounce off the bedding thinking, "It's literally a punishment."。