絵画教室の人々−2

野の草 水彩
野の草 水彩

*This is a fictional story。has no relation to any real person。

one day、The teacher brought a rose as the subject of the painting.。I like looking at flowers、I'm not good at drawing。Above all, I don't like the fact that it has thorns.。It looks like it hurts and I can't move my arm or brush.。

The teacher says that there is no need to draw a rose.、I don't have any other ideas, so I have no choice but to draw roses...。However、However、is。I think I can draw something really well just for today. Hehehe、It's not like I've been doing it for a long time, but I'm finally showing my ability...! While holding back the urge to hum involuntarily,、I was absorbed in drawing it。Huh、This is just the right amount of tiredness.。

The flowers won't bloom until next time.、The trick to drawing flowers is to draw as much as you can at once.。roll up your sleeves、When I couldn't help but lean forward, I thought, "Huh? That's my canvas."。The sound of the sound became smoother.。Behind the chair, my new canvas radiated pure white beauty...。

 

絵画教室の人々−1

ウィリアム・ブレイク 憐れみ 水彩
ウィリアム・ブレイク 憐れみ 水彩

*This is a fictional story。has no relation to any real person。Don't get mad if you look like someone。

I like painting。When I was a child, I was flattered and told that I was good at it.、I remember drawing so hard because I was praised.。My school teacher put it in an exhibition outside the school and I received a lot of certificates.、As the school year progresses、For some reason, just by drawing, I started to feel white eyes from those around me.。I can now feel my parents happy just by opening my books and notebooks.、Before I knew it, I stopped drawing.。...and I forgot about the painting.。

After ten years、I suddenly thought。Relatives also told me, ``You're a selfish child.''、I felt like that, so I shrugged my shoulders.、Actually, far from being selfish、Maybe I've lived my life holding back on what I wanted to do.。I always notice things later than other people.。

The road to Gejutsu is steep and long (apparently)。If you look at that long journey, there probably isn't much difference between you and us.、When the teacher writes a brush on the seat next to me,、Suddenly I can see something clearly。I guess I've already been brainwashed by the teacher's drawings.。Do veterans know that?、"gentlemen、Isn't this a bit good? ” in a defiant manner.。Are you really satisfied?、Are you putting up a barrier saying "no need to intervene"?、Depth that cannot be seen by newcomers。

I can't act like this。For some reason, I apologize as soon as I see the teacher's face.。"Sorry。I just can’t draw the way I want.”。If you can draw the way you want, you won't have to go to class.、My mouth says the exact opposite of what's in my head。I can't control my own words。I would be happy if my hands could draw pictures on their own instead of my mouth.、It seems that my hands touch brushes (and knives, vacuum cleaners, and washing machines).、Apparently he's genetically weak.。it's not my fault。

 

 

それは忘れてもいい

 

アンドリュー・ワイエス 水彩
アンドリュー・ワイエス 水彩

For the past six months、I'm "studying" a lot of things.。

first、"Studying on computers" is a brilliant symbol of old humans (PCs are the parents of new humans)。3 months ago、Switched from Windows to Mac。Even if someone says, ``It's probably easy to use,''、In the first place, the sense of usability of a computer is already an unknown world.。Around the same time, I changed my phone to an iPhone to match the Mac.。I followed the recommendation that it would be easier to use if it was adapted to Mac.、I don't feel like the number of subjects to study has simply increased.。

The need for similar studies will continue to emerge.。What I feel strongly each time is、The fact that we don't understand the pathetic basics。Even if you have some knowledge、Are you remembering things in a way that makes them connect?、Or perhaps there was little interest in it and it was forgotten in fragments.、This person is building his "own" snowboard "road"。

I mean, in my head、Only fragments of knowledge are scattered here and there, like fragments of something.、I can't see what the whole is when they are combined.、A landscape of deep mist spreads out。horrifying、It's a frighteningly lonely landscape。

Okay well、This is what has allowed me to survive until now、Days of gratitude for my good luck。I hope this luck continues until I die.。I thought it was not the time to drink alcohol.,Just don't forget to do it without hesitation。