「安静」の意味

読みかけの本を読み終えた
読みかけの本を読み終えた

Suddenly “absolute rest”、I was told not to get out of bed、I was told that it wouldn't be surprising if I fell at any time, and the reason why.、The meaning of those instructions continues even after surgery.、I didn't understand。

I was just looking at the numbers on the monitor in bed.。30It is difficult to rise above ~35.。On the other hand, it sometimes drops to 27,28.。It is said that when you wake up from a dream, you will be 65 or 70.、Other than feeling like praying、my head doesn't work。The numbers shown have little sense of reality.。

There is an explanation of the surgery、There is a description of the equipment。I can understand each、I head to the operating room with my heart still in the sky.。

About 2 days after surgery (26th)、Almost all plans canceled、Finish contacting people about moving etc.、I've finally calmed down。

Why didn't I notice the symptoms until I needed surgery?。what to do now。

I thought that "rest" literally meant just resting quietly.。Of course you're right、At least it doesn't just mean "do nothing"。Do nothing “actively”、It is。It turns out that ``doing nothing'' is the exact opposite of ``meaningless.''、I finally understood it, even if it was late.。

Communication about work and meetings is certainly important, but、Even if I don't die、If you violate bed rest and prolong your hospitalization,、Contact becomes meaningless。To exaggerate a little、Even my illness is a result of my life up to this point.。And、The surgery itself was the result of the concern, encouragement, and efforts of many people.。In order to make full use of it、The biggest action you can take right now is to rest.。 2016/11/30

 

 

心電図モニター

electrocardiogram monitor pulse 70
心電図モニター 脈拍70

It's a strange story, but、Watching an electrocardiogram is surprisingly fun。It seems like it's just a simple repetition、I don't get tired of it for some reason。And it's my own、It's only natural that we feel even closer to each other.。Besides,、this number。This is very similar to my membership number with an organization.。We're as close as classmates。

these 6 days、never leave me、Showing heart data。Face and style、Rather unsightly though、The heat emitted from the equipment is also transferred to my body.、It's like I'm holding a living thing all the time、It feels like my favorite toy、cute。I want to get it and go home、That's not possible。I'm sure I'll let it go eventually when I get home.。It's better to leave cute children here.。2016/11/28

 

ナース・コール

ナースコール
ナースコール

During the day, although not notice much、I heard the nurse call well at night。I also faced with the need、Was several times call。Evening takes the time to the corresponding because even small number of nurses、There will be also the more because the call sound is prolonged。

While the treatment muttered not think that the "nurse call is amazing!" Nurse's。Because it becomes sensitive、Such as when it takes time to treatment、To imagine that there may be a feeling that sometimes is sit on but rather of the needle。

It is natural all night because night shift (wax)。Unlike the night of absorbed in their work and hobbies、When、I think that's hard to sustain the tension that does not know what will any situation、Or laughing Kerakera also the next morning。I but very impossible for such、There must be also the side that hold on because there are fellow。Will surely neurosis if the night shift in one person。

Although fellow each also to painter and novelist、Not the fellow in the sense that at the same time to work at the same place。Always one person。Even if you want to nurse call、Every day in charge do not always have only yourself。

Nurse call、The other hand forcing the tension on the day of the team、Raise awareness that everyone has each other and sharing、I think that is also the solidarity call。