Not “confidence”、"self"

青いカモメの会 絵画展

The 5th Seagull Society Exhibition started today.。Today is an exhibition、Doors open from 1pm。The forecast was for rain、I managed to avoid raining during the opening.。lucky。

The seller cut the goal tape in front of him for the time being.、It only gets hot for a while、Before I knew it, my work suddenly became unsettling and I started to feel flustered.。Finally、I've lost confidence、What should I do?、etc.。

unfortunately、In this case、best to leave it alone。In a sense, it's better not to have boring self-confidence.、Confidence that comes from receiving praise from others、I'm sure I'll be wobbly soon with the next critique.。

Being unique is the most important thing。But、That doesn't necessarily mean it's an unusual style.。Don't be fooled by common sense、It is important to be a “life-sized version of yourself”、The result cannot be exactly the same as common sense in the world.、It's just that。

新しい誘惑

Flowers will bloom this year as well、No one remembers the flowers from before.

Background of Ukiyo-e prints? I have always had the frustration of not being able to read the words written on the、At this time, it was a win-win situation.、I started studying hentai kana.。Although I was prepared (because it is not a foreign language to begin with),、If you just want to read、You can read it easily if you remember the basic ABCs.。Common people in Edo could basically only read hiragana.、Therefore, most of the characters in ukiyo-e can be read.、Achieve immediate objectives。

But、I can read it, but I don't understand what it's about.、There are a lot of。For example, even a single tool used in the Edo period、For things that are no longer in use、I don't even know it's a tool。This is because there is no knowledge of the culture and society of the Edo period.。

It's troublesome if you want to know that.。I'm getting deeper and deeper。this is dangerous。If we don't finish it somewhere, it will be a big problem.。but、Danger almost always goes hand in hand with interest.。The first sip will turn you into a heavy drinker before you know it.。

80回目の楽しみ

スケッチの楽しみ方に似ているようだ

It has been several years since I started writing haiku.。The haiku meeting held once a month reached 80 times yesterday.。There were times along the way when I came up with my own ideas.、mostly by inertia、Even now, most of the ``fabricated haiku'' made the day before the haiku meeting are still used.。introspection。

17The characters are、Lately, I've been feeling really cramped.。The basic understanding of haiku (although there are haiku without seasons) is、One seasonal word is supposed to be included in each poem.。The basic rhythm is five、seven、five。Put this on top、Naka、If you call me Shimo、Many have seasonal words at the top or bottom.、That connection usually consumes 5 characters.。

There are 12 characters left、There are rhythmic constraints、The words that can be used are narrowed down.。So analogy、more similar phrases。Or rather、I will be forced to do so

but、From the number of colors in a painting、many words。色数の限られた絵画のイマジネーションが尽きることのないように俳句もまた一語一字の選択や配置などによって伝わる内容も微妙に変化する(ようだ)こう書くと職人的な楽しみ方しかないように聞こえるがそうでもない

Well then、俳句は本当に楽しいのかと聞かれるとどうもよく分からないねつ造もそれなりの苦しさがあるからやめても良さそうに思えるがあえて止めもしない。maybe、どこかに何らかの自己満足感があり本当の楽しさといえばそれで十分なのかもしれない