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暑い日が続きます

枇杷（部分）　水彩　F6　2011

It's been hot。It's hot today too、The radio says。What happened to Nadeshiko Japan?。At 5:14am, they had a 3-1 lead.、Victory or defeat is still unknown at this time.。・All Japan, Japanese Cha Cha Cha, etc.、I don't like (I'm scared) when unity is emphasized, but、I wonder why I care about things like Nadeshiko Japan.。

right now、Nadeshiko Japan、3-1on the radio with victory。For some reason I feel relieved。

yesterday、I saw the Saitama Niki exhibition at the Saitama Museum of Modern Art.。For paintings, many large-scale works of size 100 or more are lined up in several pieces.。While I think you are working hard in this hot weather,、Young people's drawings are a competition for unique ideas.、physical strength、Even though I was drawing while consuming a huge amount of energy.、Most of the pictures I made are pictures I saw somewhere.、I feel bad that it looks like a bad copy.。Eventually from this、I was thinking that a star might suddenly appear.。(bad mouth、very sorry)。

A group exhibition is being held in Ginza.。Young people are coming here one by one.。Most of the people are drawing pictures。For current art students (though this is a dead language) and new members of society who are having trouble balancing work with painting.、I'm a little surprised that you asked me such a question so frankly when we met for the first time.。from their point of view、At the same time as I realized once again that I am that age,、I felt envious of how honest people are today.。I wrote what I understood、What I'm doing、Suffering is no different from them.。The hot days continue、Even if it's lazy、I will continue working on it until it gets cooler.。

 

猫になりたい

ヌード（部分）　水彩　2011

draw a picture while suffering、It sounds like you are a hard worker.。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、According to a friend, recent neuroscience、This seems to teach that it is difficult to produce good works.。effort is bad、I wouldn't go so far as to say that、It seems that ``doing what feels good'' is much more essential than making effort.。

It's a feeling。I have been struggling with creating works for quite a long time.。I continue to experience that this becomes a vicious cycle.。I instinctively feel that I should just draw with ease.、something is stopping it。something、is "consciousness"。various、excessive consciousness、Take it easy、It prevents me from drawing comfortably.。

What feels good、Being honest with your body and emotions、It probably means getting closer to pleasure.。In other words, doesn't it mean ``becoming a bit of an animal''?。

In the warm sun when it's cold、A cat lying lazily on the cool concrete when it's hot、In short, it should be that way.。About the body、Even without being conscious of the climate, the body itself、balance each other、Animals (including humans) survive by responding sensitively.。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、It's because we don't even realize it、It seems that the senses can react sharply.。

Why do humans have useless “consciousness”?。It seems that this is because human consciousness is made up of excuses (words may be inaccurate).。This is because the "excuses" that come after the act work to convince oneself and those around them.。Cats certainly don't make excuses (and neither do other animals)。I've never seen a cat make excuses for failure.。It's a summer of energy saving!。When it's hot, let's become an animal and laze around in the shade。without making excuses。The flashes of genius、Especially when you hear that many babies are born during the lazy period of summer vacation.。They must have known how to be "cats" well during that period.。

リズムについて

風景　F4　水彩　2011

I haven't been going out much lately.、Production time has increased relatively.。this is a welcome thing。The rhythm of production is essential for painters.。それを忙しさの中にも維持しなければならないが、Before I knew it, I had destroyed it myself.、I saw it again。If you have more time to create, you can naturally get back to your rhythm.。

I forgot who it was、Humans are lumps of the past.、Someone said something to the effect of。The past is a dumping ground for all possibilities.、The present is simply an “illusion of possibility” that can only be called coincidence or fate.。Then I'll think about it、Is it a waste of effort? -Actually, that's true.。animals never try。Effort is what separates humans from animals.、It is also a beautiful name for a political lie that they came up with in order to become an entity that exploits other animals, including humans.。However, the rhythm of the body easily breaks through that lie.、We are forced to face the fact that we are also animals.。

That's not lying to yourself、not have excessive desires、Living with sincere “purposelessness” (meaning without awareness)、It is a very normal appearance of an animal.。most、This may be said to be a too naive view of humans and animals.、I can't help but feel like we're forgetting that the origin lies somewhere around here.。　　2011/7/3