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Heart and shit

片腕の男　F6　2011

I thought that painting was my heart。

I don't think that's wrong these days.、Just like you don't live every day conscious of your heartbeat.、I'm trying not to think like that.。

That kind of thinking、When the way you feel deepens yourself、I may have thought of it at some point。When I was tracing the flat shelves at the bookstore with my eyes,、On the belt of one of the books is a message that says, ``When you're lost,、I saw the phrase “I make choices that are more disadvantageous to me.”。Of several chapters、Pick out a few that are likely to catch your eye and highlight them.、That's the usual way、Depending on my state of mind and interests at the time, my attention may be drawn to me.。In other words、That reflects my current state of mind.。

A magazine called National Geographic、Published a separate book called ``Survival Techniques to Survive Anywhere in the World.''。I'm sure something similar was written there as well.。"When in doubt, don't make a choice.、Wait a while.”。When you are lost, your field of vision becomes narrower.、It meant that the choices that were originally possible disappeared from my mind (it says especially that you should not make choices in the dark).。

In short, you need some leeway.。No matter how cornered I am、Or rather, the more the situation is like that, the more、This means that it is important to have "leeway to not move".。This is difficult even if you know it。I don't really have a choice、When you say there's only one way、People won't get lost、They say it also gives you peace of mind.。

The picture is my heart、I feel like the more I think about this, the deeper my confusion becomes.。Don't take too much care of it as if you were worshiping it、I feel like it's going to get stiff and actually make my heart worse.。On the other hand, if you think, ``A painting is like my own poop.''、Emit more and more、In other words, I don't know if it can be produced.。There's a huge difference between the heart and poop.、If they die and turn into fossils, wouldn't they both look similar?。

1991The mummy of a 5,300-year-old Neolithic man was discovered in a glacier in the Italian Alps in 2016.。It's called Iceman。A new autopsy was performed in November last year.、Some of the results were announced in June of this year.。What attracted particular attention was、From Iceman's body itself、It was the contents of that stomach.。

Posterity determines the value of people and things.。Even poop can be used as valuable academic material.、Even if I try hard to say that this is a once-in-a-lifetime painting,、There is no difference in the fact that future generations will decide whether or not to remain.。

６０歳からは余生？

新生（制作中）　変30　MX　2011

while driving a car、I happened to turn on the radio and the writer Seiichi Morimura (that's a nostalgic name) came on.、After the age of 60, you have the rest of your life.、I heard him talking in an interview.。

Does that mean I have to have at least accomplished something major by the time I'm 60? 1 more left、As someone who will enter the Morimura-style “remaining life” period in two years,、! ! ! I have no choice but to。But、now now、The truth is that there is "nothing" that has actually been accomplished.、The scary thing is that I can't see anything beyond that.。The “remainder” of the rest of my life、The remainder of “much”、If it's a surplus of "leeway"、At this point, my life is not just zero, but a negative life.。

Definitely Da Vinci、Raphael、Picasso and others all achieved great achievements in art history by the age of 30, let alone 60.。Mr. Morimura himself has apparently written 380 books (I forget how old Mr. Morimura was).、I think I'm already over 60 years old.)。I will write 50 more books during the rest of my life.、I remember it as being said.。I think most people can't write a single book in their lifetime.、It can certainly be said that this is a frightening achievement.。

If there is any special meaning to being 60 years old.、Will I retire? But that's mostly limited to office workers.、Retirement ages seem to be becoming more diverse in recent years.。If retirement is a goal、The idea of ​​remaining life is also born.、That seems to be the case with the Morimura style.。

So what's your own style? Hmm、You say you'll think about it now.、I think it's a little bad。What I think、I can't suddenly start something、In the end, all you can do is keep doing what you're doing.。I don't feel like I can say that I have the rest of my life.。life without goals、The goal is when it ends。Is it my style to live a life without “remaining life”?、I thought。　2011/11/05

 

 

 

University to make children?

"Children's University" signboard、Seen at the university's architecture department building。For a moment I felt like, “Huh?”。With the declining birthrate, will we finally start studying architecture departments and research on fertilization and pregnancy disorders? If you rub your eyes and read carefully, you will find “Children’s Manufacturing University”。I was a little surprised by the confusing signboard.。

This seems to be one of the things I would like to do instead of lifelong learning courses.。Regardless of the purpose、I gave up and set off without a methodology or outlook.、It looks like things will start out with the usual pattern of passing the blame for increased production losses down the line.。It's like they're trying to keep children in a kind of circle.、In that case, it might be safer to start with a ``child-making university.''。

Compared to the difference in academic ability up to the age of 18 at the time of admission,、18I think the possibility is much greater from the age。However, in Japan, there is an 18-year-old difference in academic ability.、In a sense, we are separated by a difference that can never be taken back.。Once you quit your job, you immediately fall to the bottom of society.、Japanese society can't get out of its way by doing very little.。“Never give up and try again and again” is a loud slogan both at school and in society.、There is no serious effort to create systems and policies that will make this possible.。just cut it out。Seeing people only as a cost。about how much power people have、It's like I've lost my imagination。

That's why it becomes a third-rate university.、Students don't want to come because they hate that label.。Universities that cannot fill their capacity desperately try to recruit students.。Before you know it, each student becomes more than just a person with “individuality” or “potential.”、No wonder it starts to look like “tuition fees” itself.。

If the university is such that students only see it as a tuition fee.、Leave school quickly、Traveling around the world with a sketchbook may be a much more effective way to pay for your tuition.。At "Children's Manufacturing University"、Imprinting students from their elementary school days so that they will become familiar with this university in the future.、How shallow and stupid、That would be a pathetic idea。Recent efforts by the Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports, Science and Technology in science subjects、Children's guidance measures are based on the same concept.。A country that does not know that children are not as stupid as adults has no choice but to perish.。　　2011/10/23