リズムについて

風景 F4 水彩 2011

最近出かけることが少なくなったから相対的に制作時間が増えてきたこれは歓迎すべきことである画家には制作のリズムが欠かせないそれを忙しさの中にも維持しなければならないがいつの間にかみずからそれを壊してしまっていたことがあらためて見えてきた制作時間が増えれば自然に自分のリズムを取り戻すことができる

誰だったか忘れたが人間とは過去の塊だという意味のことを言った人がいる過去とはあらゆる可能性の廃棄処分場であり今とは単に偶然とか運命としか呼びようのない「可能性の幻」だそれでは考えたり努力することは無駄なのか?― 実はそうなのである動物は決して努力などしない努力とは人間を動物から分け自らが人間を含む他の動物から搾取する存在になるために考え出した政治的な嘘の美名でもあるところが体のリズムはその嘘を簡単に突き破り私たちもまた動物そのものである事実を否応なく突きつけてくる

それは自分に嘘をつかず過剰な欲望を持たず真摯なる「無目的(無自覚という意味)」に生きるという動物のごく普通の姿であるもっともこれではあまりに素朴な人間・動物観だと言われるかも知れないがどうも原点はその辺りにあることを忘れ過ぎているような気がしてならない  2011/7/3

アトリエの友

アンスリウムなど  f6 watercolor 2011/6/4

What is Atelier Tomo?、Atelier essentials。other than art supplies、For example, if there is someone who always gives incense before making a piece.、about that。My master (sculptor) was like that.。Of course it's not a mosquito coil.。Very nice scent (made from fragrant wood called sandalwood)、Light a stick of incense that is 30 cm long.、Tweet a vow to yourself、After confirming it, I started the daily production.。I think it took over 2 hours to burn out.。I also imitated it for a while、I once made an incense stick that was one rank lower than that.。Very nice scent and definitely calming、I felt like I could concentrate better、money didn't last。If it becomes one every day。At that time, one brush wore out almost every day.、Because I was consuming 300 brushes a year.、That money was a priority.。...I remember that I was working much harder than I was now.、A little frustrating。

Deck chairs are now my companions in the atelier.。Lately, my sleep time has been messed up.、Regardless of night or day、I don't know when I'll fall asleep。I suddenly become sleepy while driving、There were many times when I almost bumped into you.。I don't sleep at night because I feel sleepy.、I feel like I sleep because I feel bad if I don't sleep.。I suddenly feel sleepy during production.。If you take just a little time、I can't sleep anymore, so I hurry to sleep without wasting any time.。Folding deck chairs and eye masks are now essentials。Two months ago I didn't even think about it.。

There is a painter named Mr. S.。He is famous for his unique painting style, which is full of faces.、For some reason, there is an "island" in the middle of this person's atelier.。If the floor looks like the sea、After passing through a two-tiered cliff, the top is flat.、It looks like a plateau-like island about the size of two tatami mats.。It is said that this is a facility where you can lie down immediately if you feel sleepy.。

Published in an art magazine、I laughed out loud when I saw a photo of Mr. S lying on this island.。I can't even imagine it being a painter's atelier.、It's like an opium den (I've never seen one)。It was a strange-looking photo of an addict lying in a bed (in my imagination).。Drinking tea face to face with customers on this 2 tatami island。男同士ではあまり居心地の良くない島だった  2011/6/4

ハッチングは癒しの効果?

Capsule-2 (part) f4 Mixed-medium

About a month ago、I use a lot of hatching。Hatching is a thin brush that looks like a face brush.、A technique to draw fine lines。Layer thin paint over and over again to draw a thin line。That is, several lines below one line、Or maybe there are a dozen or more lines stacked together.。

The hatching is、Before the oil painting technique was completed、It is one of the classic techniques that was mostly used in tempera paintings.、It's depicted in modern times、It has been rarely used for explanatory reasons。I myself have been in the middle of sealing for the past few years.。But why do we use it so much now?、Just the eyes and hands rather than the head、This is because time and effort are only soothed by the simple tasks that are needed in a huge amount of time.。

A month after the shock of the earthquake、I also had a problem myself.。If you look at the surface only、It seemed like a small problem due to my own mistakes in judgment、Its roots are deep、For me it's become more serious than ever before。

My mental shock made me unable to draw anything。People's rumors and people's mouths。I can no longer trust not only others but myself、I strongly felt that everything I had done up until now was pointless.。Even if you try to turn your feelings towards a new work、I can't leave that in my mind。at the same time、I also felt that he was given a harsh repercussion from the drawing.。"We hold painting classes and painting classes for daily life.、Before I knew it, I neglected the art that was my top priority.。Is this the punishment the painting gave me?。

The hatching allows you to immerse yourself in thin lines without thinking about unnecessary things, making it a soothing experience.。