express regret

Autumn trumpet watercolor

It's time to "reflect"。I don't like it。12As the moon gets closer、I feel like I'm being forced to reflect on the past year.、I end up trying harder to make ends meet.。And of course、The result is usually not good.。

In the first place, it only takes a month to make sense.、So what are you doing for the other 11 months?。It can be said that bad business practices are causing confusion in the streets.、It's already ingrained in my body、If I sit still, my butt will sway.。I don't like it。

13If there is a moon、12The moon will be much easier。Is that what you mean?、There was a time when the word "13th month" was used in poems and lyrics.。Or was it a poetic expression of the gap between December and January?。in any case、It was a different space somehow back then.、It had a romantic feel to it、I guess it's a sign of the changing times that it's almost invisible now.。

What about January?。On the other hand, with Pokan、A white cloud in the winter sky、I feel like、The media also rushes to create a sparkling mood with newness.。And once again, we are lured by it and we are left on our feet.。Isn't this as if there is no such thing as myself?。-Okay.。Don't be fooled by the world this year-end and New Year holidays、I'll do what I need to do.、It seems that an old man who has been abandoned by society long ago is wandering alone on a deserted island.。Broadcast ends。Next time please。

service

Alice's Autumn (Watercolor) *There is a picture currently being produced on November 6th

Speaking of service、In the sense of providing and serving、The target is usually to others。"I want to praise myself" by Arimori Yuko, a player at the Atlanta Olympics and Marathon Silver, is famous、Paradoxically, that means that you've been strict with yourself、It's not like a service to yourself。

"Comment is not for others"。Do not sympathize with others、Apparently there are occasional people who interpret this in the opposite way.、Originally, it meant "please sympathize with others."、The sympathy I (I intend) to give to others is ultimately giving to myself.、That's what it means。It's a bit harsh on the world though、"Hospitality" has become a buzzword、Rather than saying something like a reverse of money-making principle、This is much closer to the spirit of service.。

I've gone off track a bit、Recently I've started to feel that "the world and society = service" (is it too late?)。however、Service doesn't just mean a reasonable price。A little wider、I want to include spiritual things (including unconscious things)。It seems that give and take is thorough in Western society.、First, it is important to give service before take.。Stingy people are disliked、That must be because such ideas are at the bottom。Looking at people (even cold eyes) = service。Don't fight with people as much as possible、That too service。It's not necessarily a matter or a favor。

If there is a service、Accepting this could be a service。Therefore, "selfish" sometimes rejects service、Could it be a lack of service spirit?。I think it's a service myself、Sometimes it can be pushed against you。It's quite difficult、I'm starting to think a lot。

Change of thinking、That being said,

Autumn Trumpet (watercolor F6)

"I have to change my thinking."、I think I've been aware of it without anyone telling me、Maybe it's just a re-opening thing to think about (re-)newly?、I think that's what I'm thinking these days。But、If you think about it a little deeper,、Try it first、Learn from that experience、It seems like there's only a steady way。

The simple thing is "trying"、As you get older you become unable to do it。From previous experience、"It's surely going to happen."、It is often said that it will stop you from feeling motivated to start。Probably so、The main reason is that you don't have to "dare" do it, you won't have to worry about it、I think it's something。In other words、That you don't feel the need to take risks。

No matter how old you are、I'm always willing to do what I like even if there's no reason、If it becomes essential, you will do something you don't like.。But、If you're just saying, "You won't have to worry about having to do it"、There's no need to dare to do anything troublesome。Young people are curious and say, "I don't feel the need for it (if someone else does it, I'll give it a try too."。There may be a difference between objective or subjective view。

Thinking about yourself、Even if someone else does something surprisingly easy、It was surprisingly difficult for me, who had never experienced it.。Those little traumas stand first、I'm starting to feel scared first。But when I first saw it、Over time, I gradually began to see the surroundings、I gradually get the scaffolding and clues out (I feel like it)。...No no, it's roundabout。in short、Simply being curious like a young person、I guess it's about finding something that looks interesting。