Category: 生活

11I uploaded the video for the first time in a while。I make a lot of effort every time、I learned a few new things this time too。But、I forget about it because I remember it、I'm not sure if I'll be able to keep my memory until the next upload。

One two、Seems like new equipment is needed too。I felt inconvenienced too、Have you learned that kind of feeling a little?。

It's a strange thing、Until I tried drawing "Hometown River"、To be honest, I wasn't really interested in drawing a river with a pen.、When I tried it, I felt a little more greed.。Rather than drawing because I wanted to draw it、I drew it so I wanted to draw it。It's literally a counterproductive move、In this case, the result is fine。But、If I make another one、I'm thinking about changing the direction a little。

I was a bit like a cold、It's funny how the narration is a little nasal、I felt real。It's good that I uploaded it、My eyes are soaked、I'm still sitting and worried about my back pain again。

知人の絵がなんとなく「坐り」が悪いので、「どこか調子悪い？」と尋ねたことがある。「最近腰の具合が悪くって」。

この画面の、変な具合に傾いた感じがわたし自身のそれを暗示しているような気がする。この「傾き」はもちろん、画面内に微妙な動きを創り出そうという意図的な構図意識によるものだ。But、なぜ「意図的に傾けたのか」とさらに半歩追及すると、やっぱり「腰」が無意識に関わっていたのかも、と思わないでもない。

教室のモチーフによるデモ制作を、時間を作って（とりあえず）仕上げてみた。途中で「そういえば（わたしは）子供の頃から、一つのことをちゃんと仕上げるという意識が薄かったなあ」と、ふと頭に浮かんだ。

マラソンで言えば、ゴール直前になって、I suddenly became curious about the people eating at the ramen shop by the roadside.、I suddenly ran next to it and asked, ``Is it delicious?、Me too! ” while saying、Are you already researching ramen (unrelated to the ongoing marathon)? stick one's head in。Regardless of whether the analogy is appropriate or not、As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body。"Because we're almost at the goal.、There is little awareness that it would be a waste to stop here.。Is this the reason why I can't become a successful person? While thinking that、``There is no 'goal' for anything.''、I'm pretending like I understand、You can also see the evil appearance of ``sitting'' in this picture.。