I can no longer play with pictures

“Playing with yellow leaves” Watercolor

here、During my usual walk。The yellow leaves (there were several large ginkgo trees next to them) were so beautiful.、I just took a photo。another day、in another place、A child scoops up fallen ginkgo leaves with his hands.、He threw it into the air and showered it on his head.。Mix such scenes on the screen。

As for how to draw a picture、“Pointillist style” is not generally recommended.。What is “stippling”?、At first glance、Even if it takes time、Seems technically simple。But when I try it、Since it is a painting、Of course it's not as simple as it first appears。
but、If you want to express the atmosphere of this pile of fallen leaves,、I felt that this way of drawing would be the easiest and closest to the feeling of skin.。

My mind remains like that of a drawing boy、Only my body has become an adult、In the process、I think about a lot of things when I draw a picture.、Studying colors and composition、I spent years working hard on things that were like training.。But、The truth is, that kind of thing has always been a ``troublesome'' thing.。It's "drawing"、Wouldn’t it be better if it was much more “easy”? That's the feeling、It has become especially strong recently.。

Basking in the autumn sun、I thought it would feel good to be among these fallen leaves.、That's all there is to it、How should I draw it?、Isn't it okay to draw while imagining how you would feel the same way? That's what I think、For some reason, it's already gone far away.。

"First snow at the mountain lodge" has been uploaded

"First snow at the mountain lodge" has been uploaded。1I tried editing it with the goal of uploading it within a week.、It was just the last minute.。almost、I've been thinking about what to draw for a week.。And it's been a busy week、Editing takes a week no matter how hard you try.。In other words、3Weekly pace (assuming there are no other issues)。From an excellent YouTuber's point of view、Frequency of posts classified as “unmotivated”。

YouTube is just one “company”。Just because a post is free doesn't mean it's a volunteer.。If you pay to post、On the other hand, YouTube doesn't make money, so they just make it free.。99%The YouTube poster of、Just contributing to YouTube's profits、(That's fine as long as you can be self-satisfied) There is no so-called "profit"。

Many of the channels that can generate profits seem to be "corporate organizations"。Judging from the numbers alone, there are probably many pure individuals like me.、The actual work is really hard to do alone.、Ideas don't spread。I hear that there are many people who are even suffering from health problems.。I can understand that by feeling。

The sketch drawn in this video is not the actual scene.。The interview was on a sunny autumn day.、I changed it to a snowy scene。I have actually drawn outdoors when it rains and snows.、Oil painting is okay though、Watercolor has its limits.。
A windy day with pebbles flying、I once drew a piece of paper while pressing it against the ground with my weight.。When drawing from the top of a cliff、Tide particles flying from the sea、I was surprised to see that it absorbs water and forms unique patterns.。While I was drawing, my brushes and the water I was washing them with froze.、That kind of production scene、I think it's available on YouTube now、At that time, I was desperately trying to capture the time in front of me.。

empathy

             「椿の実とタイサンボクの芯」  フェルトペン

"empathy"、A sense of “sharing”、It's probably a keyword in life.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Words like “unity” and “cooperation”、I like Japanese people。

If you turn it over、Regarding things and people who “cannot empathize” and “don’t cooperate”、There is an idea that、without thinking about it、Basically, it also means that there is a strong tendency to "exclude" them as foreign molecules.。Oh dear、This doesn't seem to be limited to Japanese people.、In fact, this trend seems to be increasing all over the world.。

The phrase "reading the atmosphere" became popular.、As a coined word, you have a keen sense of words.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。I think the more you listen, the more you hear it.、I don't think I can come up with such an idea.。Fine arts such as paintings and sculptures are actually、I am reading the ``atmosphere'' that emanates from its shape and color.、It can be said that。The difference is、"Air" flows beyond the place and time.。

Empathy and sharing、A sense of cooperation、For artists、Sometimes it's a nuisance。But、There is no art without empathy。someone sympathizes、If the work is not left behind, it is as if it does not exist as a work.。If it remains as data、Some people say、Someday, somewhere、someone will sympathize、This is because they have something similar to "faith" that。And that's probably not wrong。