Calendar is December

A frame from editing the “Study of Hands” video

Today is Tuesday, December 5, 2023。the day before yesterday、I had an errand to request a delivery on a specified date and time.、I was looking at the paper、Somehow my head was confused。Huh? Huh? I still have that uncertain feeling、I went to the post office。Because the confusion won't go away、While checking various things、I noticed that the calendar was still in November.。

There are three calendars hanging around my desk.。One is actually in December.。One is in November、The other one was still in October.。I saw it in November。It happened to be right in front of me when I bent down to fill it out.、I just happened to see it。That was good~。I was worried that my poor brain would melt even further.。But、I have already requested the date and time.、I don't want to have nightmares、I decided not to think about it anymore。

Time flies. time flies。That's exactly right。no one can stop it。October has passed、11The moon too、For me, it may have been almost the same time now (December).。Editing the "Study of Hands" video。Even during production、Even while editing, I was retracing my memories somewhere in my head.。40About a year ago、I'm sure this is how you practiced drawing hands...。The hands that use the brushes appear to overlap.、It seems like it's not all about eyesight.。

I've uploaded

Today is an even number day、It's been a while since I uploaded、I will blog temporarily。I haven't been uploading much lately.、Probably because the patterns are limited.、The number of views has not increased at all.。past、Why do bad videos get more views than they do now?、you may need to reconsider。

While the number of views is not increasing、I feel like there are surprisingly many people subscribing to my channel.。Although it may not be a huge number compared to famous YouTubers who have 50 or 100 people a day.、One person almost every day、As for me、? The more I think, the more I feel。

The production number is still far from 100.。100I am considered a beginner when it comes to books.、In fact, I still consider myself a beginner.。Especially recently, I often feel a sense of emptiness in the act of creating something.、I tend to lack the willpower to shake it off.。Number of views etc.、Number of registrants etc.、Don't get caught up in those numbers as much as possible、I try to carefully reflect on each piece as I produce them.、I just felt refreshed。I'm planning to film "hand practice" today.。

What do you do、What did you not do?

Face study: A little deformation

I've lived too long、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。30In his generation、60I didn't think about anything after age。I didn't think about it though、I thought it was okay to burn out there.。

But、I didn't even try to burn out。Because it's lazy、Just clean up what's right in front of you、I've been spending my time lazing around。This year is also the end of the year、It's hard to think about what you've done、I haven't done anything。How long are you planning to continue this situation?。

Sunday。That's the only thing I can think of。