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Uploaded yesterday。I was able to upload it the day before yesterday.、I postponed it for a day so I could look at it again and made some minor changes.。

The first pen sketch in this video has a really nice sound of the pen running through the sketchbook.、I tried really hard to preserve that sound, and it probably took a long time.。But in the end I had to scrap everything.(>_<)

Photographed in a corner of the atelier、I'm editing、There is a lot of noise outside while filming.。I'm so absorbed in drawing that I can barely hear the cars.、Let's start editing、It makes me so sad to realize how much noise we live in.。truck air brake、The sound of the engine blowing、Shutter shaking with wind pressure。If you want to turn off even just a particularly loud sound.、The important image became shaky.。My heart is torn to shreds、I can't bring myself to restore the broken images anymore.、throw away all audio、I managed to upload it all together.。

When I opened it and looked、After all, the number of views is not increasing。Although it may have been uploaded on a weekday.、I still think it's an unattractive video.。Even if it's hard to hear、I think it would have been better if it had better sound.。I want a soundproof studio.。If it's a big city, there's probably plenty of rental space.、It's not a small town.。The theme was difficult too.、double、I was disappointed in Mie.。

Ma、Ikka Ma, still

That's about it.、one's family"

words I don't like、"Ma、one's family"。"Ma、As you know, "Ikka" means、"for now、"OK"。

To me, those are “sweet words”。What about others? Depending on how you say it, it can also mean "you're a bad guy," so be careful.。Because it's basically a word that acknowledges the other person.、This is a word I would like to use as much as possible.、Sometimes requests come first。``A little bit、Isn't it possible? ” or something like that。

I'm never making fun of the other person。In fact, it is precisely because we have such high potential that we demand it.、Actually、That's a word you shouldn't say。Even if the other person understands that you mean it that way、is。For the time being、"Ma、one's family"。That's important。

I pamper myself every day。Every day、I'm saying to myself, "Okay."。It's actually my favorite word.。The same cannot be said for others.、I also know that it's because I don't have the luxury.。But、That's also "Ma"、one's family"。so you can say it right away、I'm going to chant it every night before going to bed.。Become the founder of Maiccanism?

gain confidence sometimes

I was able to draw one today too.

Hello everyone。This fucking hot summer too、By the time you hear the news about the typhoon、It's almost over、The corners of his mouth turned up involuntarily.。

with the years、Everyone loses confidence in various things.。physical strength、memory、imagination etc.。Is “The Power of the Elderly” a bestseller? There will be a book about、Oh dear、In short, I would say, ``Be disappointed in moderation.''。Being confident even in old age、The market price is fixed as someone who is stupid or not good.。

But、Sometimes I regain my confidence、It is necessary to gain confidence。Even if I get so depressed that I commit suicide、No one is happy (and、Let's think about it)。Confidence too、Distrust too、Overconfidence can be summed up in one word.、Close to one's own "conceptions"。Maybe you're a little faster than the person walking next to you.、Regain your confidence and be happy that your legs haven't weakened yet。That person、Even if it's just slower than others、Self-confidence comes back automatically。I need a handy head like that.。

A person who lacks self-confidence in every sense of the word.、I don't think that exists in this world.、perceived self-confidence、Sometimes they can exert explosive power、Things that are often said especially in sports。It's natural that your level of confidence will change depending on where your goals are.。Saying things like "I'm not confident that I can win"、I imagine that these words were probably forced to be said by pressure that other people cannot imagine.、I feel like this is an unfortunate direction.。``If it's like this,、I feel confident that I'll be able to manage tomorrow as well.、Let's turn it on from time to time.。most、This is not confidence but “hope”、It makes me a little sad though。