Stress addicted

this morning、The above video has been released。This is the process of creating something I posted on my blog the day before yesterday.。I proposed three ways to use light and dark except for white paper.、The most important thing is the whiteness of the person in the foreground and the paper。The intermediate brightness indicates the meaning of each。

This time I edited it very quickly。A lot of oddities? There are also various physical problems that arise.、Do you try hard from early in the morning until late at night on weekends? Editing work。By the time I go to sleep, the text on the screen is、My eyes are so shaky that I can't see unless I stick my face on the monitor。That's why、There's an error too、That triggers me and makes my computer confused。It takes time、The vicious cycle of。

This morning I was able to wake up calmly for the first time in a few days。Good (I don't have much sleep though、It's less stressful)。I was able to do some muscle training after waking up、Maybe I'll also go for a walk in the evening、How positive you can think。I feel that stress is eroding my body right away、On the other hand, you may not feel alive without it。I'm addicted to stress。No good、The next thing is waiting。Well then。

"In the cafeteria"

「カフェテリアにて」 水彩スケッチ(YouTube用に制作)

YouTube用に水彩スケッチを制作するそれはそのまま作品になることもあれば苦い失敗の修練になることもある。However、どれも「自分でなければできない」というオリジナリティはないその意味ではどれも単なる制作ということになるのかもしれない

同じように描いても出来不出来というのがあるケーキ屋さんとかラーメン屋さんが一個ごとお客さんごとに出来不出来味の違いがあっては商売が成り立たない。100個作っても、500個作っても見た目も味も見分けがつかないようでなければならないそれが職人というもの

絵画などは逆に100枚描いてもどれも同じモチーフ構図テイストも同じでは問題だろう(もしそういうことができたらそれはそれで凄いとは思うが)。1点1点違うことが前提ではあるがそれが「出来不出来」の違いであるなら問題だ職人的な修練、100個同じレベルのものを作る能力は必要かも知れない。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、むしろ逆なんだろうか

My eyes are Shoboshobo

I uploaded it for now。Please take a look

Even animals in the wild can have shaky eyes.。A long time ago, when I had a dog、My dog ​​has had eye disease several times.、I can say this from my experience using eye drops.。So was the cat.。Some lizards, such as chameleons, clean their eyes by licking them underneath.。Dragonflies with compound eyes、If you look closely, you can see that it is frequently stroking its eyes with its front paws.。However, this is not "eye strain" or anything like that.、Is it just garbage? I guess they are cleaning the。

Animals get sick too、Probably because there is no concept of "sickness"、Just being in the ``feelings'' of ``pain'' and ``pain''。Of course, there's no way doctors would know.、until I feel better、I'm patiently patient。

once、My puppy almost got hit by a car once.。on a snowy road、I jumped into a car with a chain wrapped around it.。I avoided being crushed under、Apparently the end of the rotating chain hit my eye.、While chirping、I crawled into the back of a large shoe closet.、It stopped coming out。Not taking food、I remained hidden deep inside for several days.。Has the pain finally subsided?、Did hunger win?、When he came out, part of his eye socket was cut off and he was clear.、The eyeballs were cloudy white。I thought, ``This is going to make me go blind.''、At that time, there was no such thing as a fancy animal hospital (to begin with, it was a ``doctorless village'' without even a human doctor).、All I could do was watch。

Surprisingly、Maybe it was because I was growing up.、The cloudy eyes completely disappeared in a few months.、My eyesight has recovered (or so I thought)。I felt like I had seen the amazing healing power of nature.、I still remember it well。
I heard from an ophthalmologist that looking at things in the distance is the best way to rest your eyes.。What I'm doing now、The exact opposite。That's why I'm so worn out。