大晦日 / Last day of the year

一つしかない村の診療所

Today is New Year's Eve。It looks like my mother will be able to celebrate New Year's Day 2018.。Maybe it won't last until the end of the year、Kai, who flew in with an emergency call,、Maybe it's just that we've reached this day.。

mother on the bed、sometimes dead、It's been a long time since I thought、Apnea with mouth open。I become nothing but skin and bones, wandering between sleep and wakefulness.。What I can do while watching、put on rubber gloves、Stick cotton wool and fingers in your mouth、dry、Just wiping away the saliva that is about to harden。I can barely talk。

This is how dying people do、What does it mean to live (for me)?、makes me think。to bother many people、education in itself。death in vain、Maybe there is no such thing as a meaningless death.。

 

「漢文法基礎」を読む

「2つの三角形」 習作

Nobuyuki Kaji's "Basics of Chinese Grammar"、20About a year ago, I was accepted by a major entrance exam coaching school called Z-kai.、It's an exam reference book.。There are probably many people who have read it.。It was in paperback edition, so I read it.。

Why now? Moreover,、Why Chinese grammar? surely。I remember thinking the same thing myself and hesitated to buy it for a moment.。Although it is a paperback、Approximately 600 pages thick。Moreover, I come from a science background and have no background in literature.、There's no need for anything more、Do you really read it? of course、There's no way there's anyone out there who's crazy enough to try taking the geriatric exam.。

But I bought it。Actually it was over a year ago。Honesty、my classic、My knowledge of Chinese writing is (still) limited to that of a junior high school student.。If there is a return point, read below it first.、I only knew about。This is a reference book aimed at people who are aiming for a liberal arts degree at a prestigious university.、Of course gibberish。I used it for at least a year instead of sleeping pills.。

But my strength is my perseverance.。I finally finished reading it recently without throwing it away.。It's a strange story, but、After reading、Why did I want to buy this book?、I think I understood a little bit (I couldn't follow the content at all)(^_^;) 。Instead、I was a little satisfied with his selective eye for choosing good books (I wrote yesterday about how he doesn't have a good eye for people).。

I'm currently reading it for the second time。This time, I want to understand the content a little more (though it seems like it will be another year or more before I finish reading it).。From now on too、I definitely don't think I'd like to take the Chinese language exam.。