Category: 生活

The time before last、The middle of this Black Pepper has been released.。This is the completed work。I'm kind of busy、I felt like I was going to run out、I managed to finish it。This series of GABAN is a silver bag that is really hard on the eyes.。My eyes hurt from the reflection when I draw.、This metallic luster cannot be expressed without reflection.。Not just technical、I have to say that it is a physiologically demanding motif.。

Such a tough motif、But that is also the charm of this GABAN package.。something transparent、Anything shiny is attractive。Jewelry is something that combines both in the right amount.、Speaking of which, I can understand why everyone is attracted to it.。

It's bad for your eyes、I plan to draw “Ginshi” a few more times.。If possible, it would be good to be able to draw without looking at it (I don't have the "courage" to draw a standalone "Saran Wrap" yet)。If you draw without looking, there will be no “health hazards” (this is just a joke)。The transparent one a few more times、For example, glasswork...。Golden too、Stainless steel or multiple layers of plastic wrap are also candidates.。Gradually, the desire comes out。But、There might be no point in painting something like this (other than technical interest) - don't think about it - even oil painting.、Even watercolor、Picasso or Leonardo da Vinci、If it's fun, do it、In the end, I probably drew it because it was interesting.。

14century flemish painter、Rogier van der Weyden in "The Descension of Christ"、When I painted the "transparent tears" of the weeping Mary、他の画家たちへ与えた衝撃をいま追体験することは困難だ。その衝撃が17世紀のフェルメールに繋がり、レンブラントに繋がり、19世紀ドラクロアから印象派につながる「津波」だったことは、当のロヒールだって想像もしていなかったに違いないから。---Let's not think about unnecessary things.。All you have to do is draw until you lose interest、I wonder if it is。

I spent the morning thinking about myself in social networks.。In other words、What is the meaning of living in such a world?。for family、Although there is、Is there a meaning beyond that?。I've thought about it many times before, but、No matter how I think about it, I can't see the meaning。in short、In this network society、I don't have a place to live。

For better or worse、I'm more happy being alone。Of course, I don't really hate humans.。I can get along with just about anyone (I think I can)。But on the other hand、I don't think you will particularly suffer from loneliness even if no one wants to talk to you.。It is often said that humans cannot live alone.、If that's the case, you'll lose your place among the crowd.、How do we explain people who commit suicide?。Even if you are alone、to be among others、That's probably not the point.。no matter where、when you die, you die。That place is、Whether in the forest or in the hospital、It doesn't matter if it's "home" or not.。

My grandfather was just before his death、I desperately wanted to go home。All the family members around me were lying.、He finally died in the hospital.。My grandmother, father, and mother all died in the hospital.。Besides being more convenient for the family,、At least I understand that it doesn't mean anything to him.。And、I also thought that I should face (my own) death alone.。From now on, I have to think carefully about how to do this.。

Drawing GABAN's Black Pepper。It's been on my desk for a month already.。In the meantime, draw other things.、I just kept putting it off。What I draw is a “silver” “reflection”。How to draw “colorless” that includes subtle surrounding colors。When I drew “Pocari Sweat”、It was surprisingly easy、I want to see if it's Magure。Even if I draw something like this、Except when it comes to money、no one cares。All “meanings” etc.、I'm sure it only has that much meaning, so I can draw a picture.。

I drew yesterday's "Chocolate Pie" for 7 hours today as well.、Finally finished it。Almost 2 days。I put anti-inflammatory tape on my neck.。My eyes are also blurry。Because we're just looking at the same distance、As soon as I step away from my desk, I suddenly can't focus on anything.。

When I finished it, I realized that I had done a lot of useless things.。This is also thanks to the recording storage function called "layer" that is always used in CG.。When I look back at this, I can clearly see where the work was wasted.。I need to be able to draw more efficiently。When it comes to paintings, if you do unnecessary things, the colors become muddy.、It's often said, but it's probably true.。This is drawn with CG、I sometimes do watercolor calculations in my head.、Doing calculations for oil paintings、I felt confused throughout the production process.。Because CG is meant to be viewed on a monitor.、If anything, it would be better to do watercolor calculations.、For some reason, I mixed in the calculations for oil painting.。

The calculation of ``watercolor'' means ``to see through the whiteness of the paper.''。In other words、If you use dark paint first to reduce the brightness of the paper、This means that the next color development will be worse.。In the case of oil paintings, "bright colors are made possible by dark colors"。Therefore、The idea of ​​expressing bright colors is completely opposite between watercolor and oil painting.。Monitors see colors based on the brightness of the backlight.、If you use dark colors on the screen first、The beautiful color on top “sucks in” the darkness underneath.。--This is the case with oil painting.、Use the "transparent technique"。First, make the ``bottom'' of the color you want to look beautiful to ``white''.。Once the white is dry、Put the desired color on top of it by making it transparent...for some reason、I had the impression that this technique would be used even though it was CG.。I think it's a kind of "blur"。

But、I was able to finish it anyway !(^^)! 。After I drew it, I looked closely and saw that there were 6 pies in it.、Is it around 300 yen? I think I bought it at。If it's a Christmas present for my girlfriend, it's too cheap!。But、If you look back and think about it、If you work for two full days, you can get at least anywhere in the country. 15000 As it becomes a circle、The unit price for this picture is 0 circle"。Is this the “artist’s (eternal) training”?。