Inside the chocolate ball

"Inside the chocolate ball"draw

2022First video upload of the year。Morinaga's ``Chocolate Ball no Nakamami'' (I think) contains peanuts.。(as it is still unopened)。11Was it around the moon?、Bought as a potential classroom motif.、He's always in front of me as a substitute.。

Matte surface with no difficult glossy reflections、With relatively simple colors、The small number of characters also seemed easy to draw.。However、While I was hesitating, thinking that this blue might be surprisingly formidable,、I completed more advanced tasks in the classroom.。But、It doesn't necessarily mean that this person's turn has disappeared.。What is difficult differs from person to person.、It also depends on how you draw it.。

I won't repeat the reason why I chose this motif, but、It's really easy if you think of it as just for practice.。Not only cheap、If you finish drawing and eat it as a reward, you won't have to worry about where to put it.。Even though that's the case、Depending on how you draw, you can hone advanced techniques that cannot be fooled.。pots, violins, etc.、When I'm not drawing, I'm just a nuisance that oppresses my living space.。I can't stand it when it accumulates。

Produced until 3am for two days in a row。My eyes are a little blurry。2Is it because of my age that I start to feel a little tired as time passes?。a little more、When I think it's almost over, I end up losing track of time.。It may be a barometer of health.。

I can’t ride the “IT bus”

Producing and filming "Croissant" in the atelier

2First video shoot in a month。My goal is to take pictures once a week.、I can't do it at all right now。It's not that I don't have time、"ability" side。It doesn't require any special abilities either.、Most of the time, with experience, anyone can do it.、All I can say is that I'm just slacking off.。

Having a small studio space is the root cause of slacking off.。It requires some effort in advance to ``clean up''.、I lose a lot of motivation for this task.。If the number of times is too short, the preparation work will not flow smoothly.、I also forget the meaning of the numbers displayed on cameras and other equipment.、The gears no longer mesh together。I wish I could leave my photography equipment out.、The space in my house is half-baked and very difficult to use.。

2019from year、There was a blank period of time due to the declaration of a state of emergency due to the coronavirus infection.。This situation will continue for at least 1-2 years.、I thought there would definitely be a change in my worldview after that.、Practicing CG production and video production, which I had felt necessary for a long time.、I decided to take this opportunity to seriously try it.。Invest in your own photography equipment、take time to study、I started practicing – so far so good.。

It was good up to that point, but、What I was faced with was the reality that I was far more entrenched in analog than I had imagined.。I felt like I was a little more flexible.、When I started, it was stiff.、Completely ``a wanderer standing on the edge of the sea of ​​despair''。But I can't go back now、If I go back, my painting career will end there.。--While I was walking leisurely, I was overtaken by an IT bus that came after me.。The bus is getting further and further away。I can't help it。Walk along the path of the bus。My son said, ``It's not that far away.、"Where's the next bus stop?" he encouraged me.、I'm not even sure if I'm tracking the trail properly.。In the IT world、Apparently some people suddenly develop wings and are able to fly as they continue to do so.。hope for that、I'll go play around with it tomorrow too.。

Let's have a happy time

「クロワッサン」を教室で制作中(水彩なぜか食べ物を描くのは精神的にもいい感じ)

さまざまな事情で絵から離れた人から時々ハガキなどを頂くそれらのなかには「あの時間は最も幸せな時間でした」と書いてあることが少なくない多少の美辞麗句はあるとしても正直な心情も込められていると感じる

一枚の絵を描くのには大小さまざまな山や川を越えなくてはならないそれらの幾多のハードルの中でいちばん大きな山が「時間」だろう「お金」という人もいるだろうがそれはたぶんお金を稼ぐために絵を描いている時間がないということだと解釈しているコストという意味では絵は最もお金のかからない精神的な遊びのひとつだ実際に鉛筆一本で自分の世界観を表現することは誰にでも可能だから原始時代の洞窟壁画には鉛筆すらなかった

家族の成長とか老化などいろんな条件を勘案して「自由に伸びのび(気楽に)」絵が描ける(絵に限らないが)時間を試算してみたことがある同じことを考える人は少なくないらしくそれらの意見を総合するとだいたい3~10年くらいになりそうだ日本人の平均寿命が男女とも80歳を超えて久しいのにこの短さは何を表しているのだろうか―わたしの周囲の人々の多くは皆さん軽く10年以上描き続けている。That means、単に“ラッキーな人生”ということではなくむしろ相当な犠牲を払ってでもそれを続けているということになるのだろうか

ある女性美術家がわたしに言った「絵を描いている人はみんな愛しく思える可愛いと感じる」自分が愛する「絵」をずっと愛し続けている人はみなかけがえのない仲間だそんな気持ちの表現だろうと思う彼女ほどの心境にはわたしまだ達していないが犠牲を払うほど絵は純化していくような気がするシーンと集中して筆を動かしている人を見ていると幸福というのは外から見えるようなものではなくそういう一瞬一瞬にあるものかななどとも思う