Why draw a picture

White rose (part) f8 watorcolor 2011/6/8

3Since the 11th month、I'm suffering from a huge shock almost every month.。I would have thought that compared to those affected by the tsunami...、The shock that continues is as severe as I have ever experienced before.。

I'll think about various solutions、At the moment, I'm feeling anxious and frustrated.、I'm sending days without any means。Time won't solve anything、It's the point where I can't get anything。

The shock of the earthquake was so shocking that I didn't feel like drawing anything.。I think I have to draw it now to be mentally stable、It feels like my head and body are finally following me。

But、It's certain that drawing will make you feel relieved, even if it's just a moment.。My head starts to move、I feel my body relaxing too。For me, the art seems more grateful than myself。I'll keep drawing somehow、I think I want to draw a picture that is dedicated to a picture。   2011/6/8

アトリエの友

アンスリウムなど  f6 watercolor 2011/6/4

What is Atelier Tomo?、Atelier essentials。other than art supplies、For example, if there is someone who always gives incense before making a piece.、about that。My master (sculptor) was like that.。Of course it's not a mosquito coil.。Very nice scent (made from fragrant wood called sandalwood)、Light a stick of incense that is 30 cm long.、Tweet a vow to yourself、After confirming it, I started the daily production.。I think it took over 2 hours to burn out.。I also imitated it for a while、I once made an incense stick that was one rank lower than that.。Very nice scent and definitely calming、I felt like I could concentrate better、money didn't last。If it becomes one every day。At that time, one brush wore out almost every day.、Because I was consuming 300 brushes a year.、That money was a priority.。...I remember that I was working much harder than I was now.、A little frustrating。

Deck chairs are now my companions in the atelier.。Lately, my sleep time has been messed up.、Regardless of night or day、I don't know when I'll fall asleep。I suddenly become sleepy while driving、There were many times when I almost bumped into you.。I don't sleep at night because I feel sleepy.、I feel like I sleep because I feel bad if I don't sleep.。I suddenly feel sleepy during production.。If you take just a little time、I can't sleep anymore, so I hurry to sleep without wasting any time.。Folding deck chairs and eye masks are now essentials。Two months ago I didn't even think about it.。

There is a painter named Mr. S.。He is famous for his unique painting style, which is full of faces.、For some reason, there is an "island" in the middle of this person's atelier.。If the floor looks like the sea、After passing through a two-tiered cliff, the top is flat.、It looks like a plateau-like island about the size of two tatami mats.。It is said that this is a facility where you can lie down immediately if you feel sleepy.。

Published in an art magazine、I laughed out loud when I saw a photo of Mr. S lying on this island.。I can't even imagine it being a painter's atelier.、It's like an opium den (I've never seen one)。It was a strange-looking photo of an addict lying in a bed (in my imagination).。Drinking tea face to face with customers on this 2 tatami island。男同士ではあまり居心地の良くない島だった  2011/6/4

5Rainy season and typhoons of the month

アンスリウムなど  F6 watercolor 2011

5It is said that the rainy season in the month is surprisingly rare.。Usually around June 8th.、1Does that mean the week is early?。But、In my memory over the past few years、There are many announcements that say, ``We have declared the rainy season to be back in date.''、“Even if they say it’s going back in time.”、I have a feeling that。

I didn't see any cherry blossoms this year (I only briefly saw cherry blossoms at night without lights)。I didn't even feel like watching it.。A printmaker living in Hirosaki (Aomori Prefecture) said, ``Not many people see the cherry blossoms this year.''、I received a letter saying, ``I missed you.''、Come to think of it, the cherry blossoms in Hirosaki、I haven't seen it in 40 years、I came up with this。Even though I looked at my favorite white magnolia, it was gone before I could even see it.。there in may、Typhoon No. 2 has arrived with maximum strength of 925 hpa.。

I loved the wind even when I was a child.。Power outage、A typhoon night lit with candles、For some reason, the sound of the wind roaring outside made me feel excited, as if it were sinking into my body.。Even now, when I see the trees swaying in the strong wind,、I feel the urge to jump outside to bask in the breeze.。shake your hair、Wind that forces its way into the mouth and nose。narrow your eyes、I felt the joy of leaning forward and hitting the wind while making a flapping sound.。

Saitama is said to be the place with the least natural disasters in Japan.、The recent earthquake made me feel deeply grateful.。Typhoons rarely come these days.。Even when I came, I was mostly shabby.、I feel bad for the name typhoon.。It's unscrupulous, but、If you watch the dignified typhoon conditions around Okinawa and Makurazaki on TV,、I couldn't help but say, ``Good luck to the typhoon!''、Come here in good health! ” and so on.。

nature is your friend。In a word, is that what it means?。The earthquake is too severe、If you look at it with big eyes、Maybe that's what raised us。The sound of the wind that echoed in my young heart、It was a wild resonance in which the nature within my body resonated with the nature outside.、I have now understood that。  2011/5/30