new year's vows

Intersecting shadows (sketch)

It's almost time to count the days。Towards the end of the year、I can't believe I finally remember my vows at the beginning of the year、There is a huge difference in oath。

This year, I will draw at least one “personal landscape painting.”。I had secretly made such a vow.、Before I knew it, my desire to "draw" replaced it.。"Wish" is weak。Even if it's a "mistake"、Curling seems to be called "chess on ice"、It has to be a vow。“Let’s do it next year.、next year"。For many years like that、“Vows” and “wishes” that have been carried over for many years are piled up.、My chest is already being crushed by its weight.。

At the end of the year、There's always a parade of things that couldn't be done.。my、The heart protected by a pacemaker is also a chicken、chicken and ache。I'll try my best next year though、Before that, what are you going to do for the rest of this year? ? minister、Amnesia comparable to that of high-ranking bureaucrats、I want to be too。

風景

From the park (watercolor)

I was looking at the skin of the tree。There is something like moss on the wood。It kind of looks like a speck.。The sun shines on the trees over there、Slightly smooth texture。Because the tree species are different、The shape of the tree is also completely different.。

A shadow grows at my feet。If you look closely, each dead leaf is very beautiful.。I clearly feel that there is a complete world there too.。I want to draw beautiful things as they are.、If you think so, you have no choice but to extract only the beauty.。But、how?

That's right、It's not that there's a beautiful scenery、It was。Even if you just look at it, you won't really understand anything。``What you should see is yourself.、I have that landscape within me.''。To say it myself and then forget...that's the kind of person I am.。

風景

From the park - Evergreen (watercolor)

Landscape - beautiful natural environment、A climate interwoven with humans and nature、Things that depict historical environments, etc.。Many people think like that、I've thought that way for a long time too.。

A painting is a self-portrait no matter what it is.、There is a way of saying。To put it in a more personal way,、No matter what you look at, it's a projection of yourself.。Anything looks lonely to a lonely person、All I see is loneliness。

Rather than having beautiful scenery、There is a heart that feels beauty、I guess that means。I'm sure that's how paintings are made.。