A boring but precious day

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About once every few years、catch a rather big cold。Apparently it's this time。before it gets that bad、While I'm going to get another medicine、I went to my family clinic。

Tuesday 9am、"Please wait at least 2 hours"、Coming home soon。I went back after doing some chores.、Then another hour。By the time I got the medicine at the pharmacy and returned home, my condition had begun to worsen.。Only healthy people can go to the hospital.、black joke as it is。Then it got worse straight away。Fortunately, I had already received the medicine.。oh yeah、There was a wake that night.、monk's long、nonsense、It wasn't good to hear such lame stories.。I lost my rosary beads because of that.。It looked pretty good considering I bought it at a 100 yen shop.。I regret that rosary beads are not something I should bring to a funeral.。

anyway from that night、I think it's cut somewhere.、Sore throat and cough、snot。Fever is normal +1.5°。I finally woke up normally this morning (Thursday).、Even after I woke up, I felt a bit absentminded.。I don't know if that's normal, but。My errands are piled up。I have some business to go out to.、Leave everything for later。If you think that there are days like this、This is also a precious day。

an answer without an answer

"Flying Man" (in production) F120

My throat hurts since yesterday。I don't have a fever, so it seems like it's just a (common) cold.。saturday afternoon、Maybe it's because I saw something bad.。

Work in progress。Things don't quite go as planned.。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、It's going as I want、That “do what you want” itself is not good.。that's why、I have to reconsider、While I was deciding how far I should go back and think about it,、start getting stuck in a maze。

But、What I'm thinking now is, "I don't seek answers that don't have answers."。Well then、What should we do? That being said、There is no way。certainly。If there was a way to find an answer that doesn't have an answer、That's weirder。In the end it's a feeling。

What is the feeling?、everything about that person。Physical strength and energy、Knowledge, experience, and preferences、“Feeling” all together。Just do it until it feels good。Trial and error or hesitation、The words apply to many different things、Being swayed by such words won't accomplish anything.。All you have to do is do it until you think it's good.、There's no way I can do more than that。

Emily Ungwarre

Emily Ungwale “My Homeland” 1992

Emily Kame Kngwarreye 1910?-1996) is a small village on the edge of Australia's central desert.、born as an aboriginal。I have hardly received any so-called Western-style education.、aboriginal traditions、grew up within the rules、I never left there。

As part of an Australian Government education project、Arts and crafts programs started nearby、Emily joined it when she was almost 80 years old.。At first I learned batik (a type of dyeing).、2About a year later, I took an art class.、There he experienced painting on canvas for the first time.。Until then, I had no knowledge or experience of (Western) painting.、I've never even held a paintbrush。

At the end of the program, an exhibition was held by the participants.、Emily's painting attracts attention there.。1~ Within two years, I was invited to participate in world-class exhibitions of contemporary paintings.、Become Australia's leading writer。From the moment you touch a painting、Only 5-6 years until death、It has come to occupy a special place in the world's contemporary paintings.。

To herself, such glory meant little.、still living in the desert、Praying for the yam harvest while feeling the surrounding nature、eat it、sing a song of gratitude、dance。You can also apply paint to the canvas、It has become such a natural part of life.、has her own meaning。Rather than having my paintings sold for hundreds of millions of yen each.、Thinking about the spirits of yams and the earth、Another way to dedicate songs and dances to that、What I acquired in the form of a picture、became valuable to her。If you calculate it, it's almost 1 piece per day.、like washing your face every morning、Apparently he was drawing like he was taking a nap.、3000a picture。Two years after Emily died, I、I saw the big exhibition。