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「Apple」  2019.12 F6  tempera

"Flaws"、It's kind of embarrassing、Sounds like something you want to hide。But、Apparently that's not the case.。

Have you ever gotten a perfect score on a test?。I smiled and went home、I showed it to my parents。Parents are smiling too、There are a few more side dishes.。That definitely made me want to get a perfect score next time.。

However、It's not like I ever skipped studying.、I probably won't be able to get a perfect score next time.。Even the other kids got perfect scores.、I want to see my parents' smiling faces.、This is because I would like to see more side dishes.。Even the teacher、I would be worried if everyone got a perfect score every time.。"Maybe there's something wrong with the way I created the test."。How to avoid worrying too much and committing suicide、The only option is to make the test more difficult (there is also a way not to test it)、In this country, tests make children suffer as much as possible.、I made her think that it would be better to stop studying and work instead of experiencing such pain.、Schools are run with a policy of securing a workforce.。Teachers are also civil servants、If you go against it、They risk being sent to the Strait of Hormuz with their children who are being held hostage by the state.) (Just kidding)、Just in case)。

Even children know this.、That is the breath of Aun.、Well below average score、It will be full in a little while、You did the operation.。Even the teacher didn't have to commit suicide.、I think he casually complimented me, saying things like, "That's a shame," and "You did your best this time."。A child、What is actually smarter than your parents or teachers?、Every child knows。

"Flaws" are、That's how it brings peace to those around you.。Everyone felt safer when there was a child running slower than them, right?。and be kind to the child、I should have said, "I'll practice with you."。Are you worried about being the last kid in a race? during the war、The child who comes first in a race、He was sent to a distant jungle with only a Japanese flag.、There he ran around being chased by machine guns and planes.、75Even after many years, he still hasn't come back.。

There are "flaws"、For the first time, people can see things。from what is missing、The world expands。Try to be the kind of person who gets a perfect score.。It's like having your eyes closed。I can't even see my own shadow, so I'm overbearing、Making fun of others becomes the norm。from the missing hole、look at your own shadow、It's good to go in and out of the world through that hole every once in a while.。

It's beautiful、A pleasant picture、Is it no good? 2

“Scenery with Apple-2” 2019

last time、There are some things that I can't explain.、I will supplement。Originally “beautiful”、I think we need to think about what “feels good” means.、I didn't mention it because of word count.。

To summarize the previous content in one word:、``Beautiful'' from the viewer's perspective、It feels good.”、It is not the same thing from the standpoint of expressing it.、That's what it meant。But、Many people try to draw ``beautiful and pleasant'' pictures from the viewer's perspective.。Here, the positions of the viewer and the artist are the same.。I often hear the phrase ``I want to draw pictures that can be displayed.''、I think that shows that。Even if I look back on myself、I think that's certainly the case。On the other hand, some people say, "You can draw it however you like" (me too).。Then, if you like "beautiful and pleasant pictures"、Isn't it okay to draw it that way? That means。

logically so。Also, in reality, you can draw whatever you like.、If there are a large number of people like that, it is certain that the world will become like that eventually.。that's why、When you get this far、What I said last time as if it were a general theory、Rather, it may just be my own "biased" way of thinking.。I see、If you think about it, it might be so.。I don't think that majority voting is necessarily correct.、At this point, there may be many people who believe that the perspective of the viewer and the perspective of the artist are (or should be) different.、And I think that's an important feeling.。

When you get this far、I feel like I have to question what it means to be "beautiful and feel good".。I'm in a bit of a hurry though、I think it would be good if we could distinguish between "pandering" and "natural".、I don't know how to distinguish it well (maybe the word is not appropriate)。Please point it out)。“Pandering” is a historical perspective、It may be said that "nature" is a philosophy.、It is difficult to separate clearly。A philosopher would not ignore this point.、It's a difficult problem for me。Unlike a Japanese dictionary、in front of me、It must have a meaning that is directly connected to "Mr. ○○" that will be produced soon.。With that in mind, what does "pandering" mean?、For Mr. ○○, it may be a matter of naturally ``fitting in'' to the environment in which he was raised.、Depending on how you classify it, it may simply be equated with "adaptability."。“Nature” is also、Realistically, it is impossible to be “just as you were born.”、Do you want to live in a place with a rare natural environment?、After going through a certain social trial、It may be "nature" that has reached a state of being "as you are".。individuality there、Although it is difficult to define words in detail, if you look at them from a bird's-eye view,、The general idea of ​​``beautiful and pleasant''、I wonder if some of it is pandering to the existing (natural/human) environment.、I feel this despite knowing my bias.。on the same horizon、What is natural (although in a sense it can also be said to be unnatural) is more、It is defined as one's own self (depending on others) that has removed the conformity that has been acquired in one's life.、I feel like it can only be done in words.)。

On top of that、“It’s beautiful.、Is it bad to draw a picture that feels good?、I would like to face this question again.。① “It’s beautiful.、“It feels good” is a natural feeling for beginners ② “It feels nice”、Stop and think about the meaning of “feels good” ③ If it matches your own “current/reality”、Believe in “good” and proceed without hesitation。 surely、I think I've done that too.。

It's beautiful、A pleasant picture、Is it no good?

“Landscape with Apple” 2019

“It’s beautiful.、What a pleasant picture、Is it a bad picture? ” is sometimes asked。of course、That's not true。The person asking the question is the person who is drawing the picture.。What I think is beautiful、Draw comfortably、to teachers and friends、Being told that that's not fun、I sometimes feel doubtful when I draw。One day I finally asked。

There must be many people like that.。The conclusion has already been stated: "That's not true."。So, are those who say "that's not fun" wrong?、No such thing。it is、The perspective changes depending on the “position” of the artist or the viewer.、There seems to be an issue related to。

“Creating” means、Simply put, "to create something new"。When drawing normally、Unless you're copying someone else.、what I saw、Turn what you feel into a blank canvas、Draw as you like (even if the result is unsatisfactory)。On the other hand, ``appreciation'' first means ``watching.''、Even if I skip the pictures I don't like、Enjoy your favorite pictures slowly to your heart's content.。That is the basic attitude of appreciation.。There is no need to search for "newness" or "selfishness"。Just enjoy it as you like and it's fine.。

So、The first question might be rephrased like this。“It’s beautiful.、I saw a nice picture。I also want to draw like that、Is that no good? ”。Let's answer this time。“No.。That’s not creative work.”。It's not about whether it feels good or bad.、“Like that” is no good.。At the very least, you have to do it in your own way (although it is actually very difficult).。If it's tough, it's tough.。But a rescue boat。If you push your own way、I'm sure it'll be easy and feel good。It's not a contradiction.、maybe。