12nd month

「Apple(unfinished)” F10 Tempera 2020/1/1 start

I've been drinking a lot since the end of this year.。I've been keeping it down a lot lately.、I didn't even want to drink it every day.、Has your health improved?、I drank it every day during the day for about a week at the end of the day.。1There were times when I would empty a bottle of wine (720cc) in a day.。Drink 4-5 cans of beer (350cc) a day for the last 3 days。When the year is over、I'm kind of tired of beer。

11From mid-month to today、I can live without taking sleeping pills.。oh yeah、I was thinking about which is worse for my health, drugs or alcohol.。The very act of thinking like that、Evidence that you're crazy。But、Somehow, it's better not to take medicine.、I feel like my daytime grogginess is gone.。If you can get away with not taking medicine, try continuing a little longer.。

Because there is no classroom、I draw for about 5 to 8 hours every day.。Prototype of mostly small items。About the technique、Materials and procedures etc.、1Draw one point while thinking about various tasks.。And、Think about how this relates to past productions and future productions.。

The rest of the time is also surprisingly busy.。But it's not work、Something like a hobby (I actually have to work)。Speaking of hobbies, my current hobby is haiku.。I don't like it enough to say that I like it badly.、“Fake Haiku” created the day before the deadline。Or “belly curved haiku”。This year, I set three goals (in my heart only).、Even though it's only 2 days、I have a feeling that I won't be able to achieve it anymore。

New Year's and Yukichi's anemia also exudes a sense of life.。

Apple-no.8

「Apple-no.8」 F6 oil on canvas 2019

Speaking of this year's sports topics,、More than half of them will probably raise their hands for “rugby.”。Unusually, I was so drawn to it that I searched for the match results on my computer.。Rugby seems to continue to be popular even after the World Cup is over.、That's Japanese sports、I think it would be great if the pre-modern climate was gradually wiped away.。

It may seem like I'm pandering to current topics, but、I tried to ``incorporate'' that topic into my drawings.。In rugby, "No. 8" is a unique and unique position.、Of the 15 positions (roles) on the field、The number itself is the position name、Only this no.8 (Eight)。"8" was drawn with that meaning in mind.。

I'm just studying suddenly、In rugby, 8 out of 15 players are forwards (forming a scrum)、The remaining seven players will be the backs (mainly attacking)。4people、3people、1I was at the end of a scrum with people in three tiers.、The role of controlling the entire forward。In humans, the central nervous system is number 8.、Scrum half (no.9=SH)、Three members of Stand Off (no.10=SO)、If the “brain” of the attacking team is the SO, while bundling its lower nerves,、At the same time, imagine everything that could happen in the match.、A difficult position that requires the ability to put your body on the line and work your way through it independently.、That's number 8 (it's written in every book)。Speaking of this World Cup Japan representative, Himeno Amanaki is in that position.。

But、I didn't choose No. 8 just because I knew that.、I wasn't trying to symbolize anything about that role.。The only reason is that the number itself is a position.。As a side note, rugby was also popular at my high school (though it wasn't particularly strong).、There is a rugby tournament between classes.、I also participated in a rugby club after receiving some brief instruction.。I don't have any more experience than that、It seems pretty interesting、Since then, I have continued to have an interest (albeit a weak one).。At that time、I can't remember where my position was.、I was in scrum anyway。He was the fastest, but、For some reason it didn't become a wing (WTB)。

Apple 3

「Apple」 F4 tempera-oil 2019 (unfinished)

If people see、It may seem like he keeps drawing "Apple" as if he's obsessed with it.。It's true that I've been drawing intensively for the past three months.、I'm not obsessed.。This concentration takes into consideration various production cases.、A case study, so to speak.、It is easy to understand if you think of it as a period to improve the sophistication of your thinking.。

I didn't draw like this when I was younger.。Just draw whatever comes to mind、that was the best。Production could not keep up with the flood of ideas。Ideas still come to me、It kind of feels like old annealing.。I may have gone through one or two rounds.。If so、On the other hand, let's take a deep dive into one idea.、When I can't go deep, I try to improve the level of perfection (although it's like a craftsman)、That's how I think。

Recently、A painting is not something that can be completed in one piece.、In the end, as a total of all the paintings that I have continued to draw throughout my life.、One piece (?) is finished (never completed)、Although it is not easy to say that it is the world of that person), I started to think that。big tree、If each leaf were a picture、We need not only branches but also trunks and roots.。Moreover, it scatters its leaves at certain times.、Grows little by little while producing new leaves。Then, with the thick branches、Becomes a big tree with countless leaves、It will eventually wither away。The whole thing is also a picture (maybe the movie is closer)、As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body。

I started this painting with tempera.。It's small、I was thinking of just leaving it as tempera and finishing it easily.、I felt that the brown color in the center (I was planning to layer white over it many times) was strangely beautiful.、I decided to leave it as is.。Since then, the policy has changed、On the contrary, I made the surrounding area thicker and whiter with Akira.。The yellow in the background repeats from tempera brown to tempera yellow to oil paint yellow to tempera yellow.。The part where the oil painting is inserted in the middle is based on my experience.。I'm thinking of using oil paint to give the white a slight reddish look.、The original idea rejected such nuances、I was just trying to draw it flat.。why did you change your mind、The reason too、I think that thinking about the pros and cons of that in itself is an important element of painting.。