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12I uploaded a video for the first time in a while。If you have time、I would like you to take a look。It’s been 8 days since I last blogged.。I also wrote articles、It wasn't that I wasn't feeling well either.、Up it、I just didn't feel like reading it at all.。

Probably many Japanese people (about 90%?) have it.、I think I also have a very mild case of depression.。I guess that shows up sometimes。Then、There's no point in doing anything、I feel like、I feel like throwing away unfinished business.。On the other hand、"Light" means、listen to good music、When I see a good picture、Immediately I felt energized and said, ``Let's go a little further.''。Then I think I'll stop.。

all last year、作品発表のほとんどの場から身を引きました。Looking at the big picture、わたしはどんどん「社会」から後じさりしているようです。going out into society、Must be involved with society、生きていくことが難しいように世の中は作られているのですが、I want to be alone if possible、I've had this personality since childhood.、It seems like not much has changed。However,、grow a field by yourself、I don't have the knowledge or ability to catch fish and become self-sufficient.、It's just a wish、I really can't live alone。

There is currently a painting class.、That is the point of contact with society.。don't draw、I rarely have contact with people I'm not interested in.。with society、I have never made any effort to expand my contacts outside of painting (I was not proactive even with painting).。In that sense、I am a social “misfit”、I'm positioning myself。I don't think it's "unsuitable" though.、I guess I'm the type who can't bond well (I don't even like the word "bond")。
I don't hate humans by any means, but、I don't like socializing。What I like about Favre and Seaton is、It may be because there is such a thing.。But、I think the number of such people is increasing in Japan.。In other words、On the other hand, while seeking connections with people through SNS etc.、On the other hand, each one wants to be alone.。In that dilemma、Everyone has “mild depression”。In other words、I'm saying that people like me are quite normal.。

the filter called body

Involuntarily、I opened my mouth.。Because what I did was written there.。It's a bit long, but I'll quote it:。-"for example、When you think of an apple, you mean a red, round fruit.。The dictionary meaning is already firmly established.、There are no cracks。But the poet、Breaking free from the shackles of words and meanings、find a completely different meaning。The cross section of an apple is likened to the slope of a cliff...''。It's like I was watching the moment when I connected the cliff and the apple (which led to the current Apple series).。

I read it this morning、In the Asahi Shimbun Digital series “AI and Us”、What Gunji Pegio Yukio said (by the way)、It's because Pegio likes penguins.)。But、next moment、I thought of something else。“To give an example、It's easy for everyone to understand."。It's not a flying idea、I just took a step to the side.、I guess that means。of course、I think I'm like that too.、I thought about it then and I think about it now.。

It also says。“More than AI itself.、More and more people are assuming that AI will help them understand everything in the world.、It’s scary (I made it a little shorter).”。Anatomist Mengiko Yoro said, ``AI cannot overcome the wall of stupidity.''。Don't make fun of your body、This is also connected to the fact that he says,。

When thinking about what to draw、(I don't do that much these days) First, I pick up a poetry collection.、I started by picking out words that seemed to evoke an image.。I don't think I was able to fully understand the content of the poem.、Ideas from words、Whether or not you can expand your imagination、It was necessary for my own experiences to overlap.。As long as words and meanings go back and forth through the “filter of the body”、Vibrant (individual) details emerge there.。A small protrusion scraped my arm - such physicality.、He supported the work.。The emptiness of images created by AI、I think that's exactly what it shows from the inside out.。

me and the computer

Speaking of the new year, “spring”。Speaking of spring, ``cherry blossoms''。Try cherry blossoms

I'm on YouTube。I'm also on Twitter、I also write a blog like this。that's why、(I am) familiar with SNS、Some people think they are good at computers、There may be some inside。if、If you think so、It's too embarrassing。
for example、Even though I'm on YouTube、I only know one way to improve myself。how to manage your channel、What kind of ingenuity did you try?、What direction are you going?、It's like I have no idea what's going on。For the time being、What can be uploaded、It feels so strange to me、Knowledge and experience (even though it's been two years)、Maybe I don't have enough ability at all.。

i hate computers。I don't even think I want to do it if I can get away with it.。But、I can't do anything without a computer、Or rather、thanks to the computer、Somehow I can survive in this society、It is no exaggeration to say。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、I hate what I hate。Probably because that kind of psychology works、It's quite a new concept、soft、For apps etc.、I can't help it easily。always backwards、cornered、The reality is that we have no choice but to start.。

but、The option of not using a computer at all is、Impossible。Computers are not only extremely useful tools;、More than just a tool、open yourself up (develop yourself)、It is also a game changer that can、It is said that、I think so too。A person who has lost a lower limb、The wheelchair I finally got、I think it's the same as not being able to let go of this means of transportation.。It's more than just a means of transportation、Because that person should have the power to change the world (maybe this example is inappropriate?)。
at the same time、The cost of losing money due to computers is also not small.。I wrote “open yourself”、On the other hand, I started to feel a lot smaller.。every day、The days when I don't curse myself and think, "Can't I do this?"、Actually not even a day。every day every day、become aware of one's own incompetence。My self-confidence is not even one-tenth of what it used to be.。in short、Before I knew about computers、“I’m not happy.”。Related、The time I have left in my life is dwindling、Also the amount of time taken up by learning how to operate software and apps.、There are things I can't stand。

Still、I am the one using the computer、If I can use it more、I think my world will expand even more.、The feeling of expectation is not zero (withering)、Swelling up、is)。No matter how generative AI develops,、Even if the world is ruled by it (if things remain as they are)、It will happen sooner or later)、There's no way it could replace me.、I think that。
　AIは、(That is、"Inference" based on data and statistics (no matter how emotional it may seem)、So to speak, it's just "within expectations"。I am flesh and blood、Everyday life = “unexpected” (exactly the same day)、(In the sense that there will never be time again)、For me (I myself) are “facts” themselves.。Although it also has the painful weakness of “aging”、What you can “feel” is the nerves、As long as it is a living body with cells,。Connecting “feeling” and “liberating and expressing yourself”。At that time、You probably won't find a better tool than a computer.。That's、This is why I don't give up my computer (for now)。