Category: Talk

Every time I look at the camellia fruits (and seeds), I see the universe.、In fact, there may actually be something called "truth".、makes me feel empty-hearted。

Have you ever tried to separate a camellia fruit?。Even people who plant camellias in their gardens、Maybe you don't have that experience.。Before you know it, the fruit will burst、It is normal for the seeds to fall to the ground.。
but、I happened to be picking the fruit before it burst.、can see it。(Visually) there is a very simple seed there.、how were they connected、If you try to put them together, it becomes a very difficult puzzle.。Even though there are only this many、All have subtle convex and concave surfaces.、As long as it is three-dimensional、Enjoyable enough for puzzle lovers。

The camellia flower is of course beautiful, but、I am deeply fascinated by the mysterious charm of bursting fruit shells and seeds.。And、I can feel the beautiful “mathematics” there.。Especially for that species、Even though they look similar to each other, no two shapes are the same.、It makes me strongly aware that。That's probably、Each seed is not independent like pumpkin or apple seeds.、I guess it depends on how the seeds stick together.、Even so, each and every one of them、sharp, streamlined curves、have a curved surface、It's a beauty that I would call "mathematical" rather than "biological."。
It is well known that the Nautilus spiral matches the Fibonacci sequence.。I'm sure that such "mathematical logic" exists in camellia seeds as well.、dream about。

"Mysterious" is different from "unintelligible"。that's another dimension。The wonder is、At first glance, it seems easy to understand、“The more I think about it,、It's about the depth that draws you further (and you should be able to understand it properly in the end)、be believed)。Camellia seeds are filled with “100% wonder”。
I was not good at mathematics, but、I wish I had a teacher who taught me this kind of mystery when I was a child.、I would have loved math 1000 times more than I do now.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

I had a slightly strange dream。Somewhere deep in the mountains。It's completely different from my hometown、Somehow I have a feeling of déjà vu、Apparently for a while、It feels like I lived here。Because some of my relatives live there.。the、An old woman who seems to be a relative and is two or three years older than me once learned this lesson.、There is a teacher who lives here.、For some reason, he led me to that person's house.。

I was away so I was about to go home.、the teacher is back。When I look at it, it looks like a junior high school or high school girl.。Computationally、Even though he must be at least 80 years old, he has no wrinkles.、For pure white and smooth skin like marshmallow、large, almond-shaped eyes。The nose is clearly small、A little pointy like Pinocchio。

While wondering about his abnormal youth, I was invited inside.。There is a small space just inside the entrance.、When you look up, you'll see a hole that looks like you're looking up from the bottom of a cone.。It's not as elegant as a dome ceiling.。What kind of hole is that?、I move to the living room with an even more strange feeling.。For some reason, items from my memory are placed here and there.。I don't remember if I said "Hey!"、When I approached and tried to take it in my hand,、I feel like my body is floating somehow。
Even when I look at my feet, I don't see anything floating around.。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、Taking another step、This time I don't feel like I've stepped on the floor.。When I looked at my feet again, they were floating about 10 centimeters!

Also look at the second floor、So I went back to the entrance hall.、go under the conical hole。Then, the teacher's body was sucked up into that hole.。Me and my aunt will follow.。
― (snip) ― “Why are you so young, Professor?” I asked as if letting out the breath I had been holding.。``This house is a mysterious house.、There are places where there is no gravity.。” “Because there is no pressure of gravity on your body.”、Your face and body aren't drooping.'' ``Maybe that's why,'' he smiles.。―(Omitted)―
　

What is Kotodama?、Once upon a time, among people who wrote texts, it was said that each word was、Because the soul is conveyed to the person who dwells in the text as well.、As a commandment to never use careless words.、Apparently it was often said。

Because I'm perverse、As in the case of figurative expressions such as paintings,、It is better to innovate and disrupt more、And so on, just like Mr. Trump today.、I was neglecting the word kotodama itself.。

But、Recently、Maybe that was my shallow understanding.、I find myself thinking more and more。Isn't that rather a meaning similar to "doing what you say"?、This person is building his "own" snowboard "road"。The interpretation of the statement is also slightly different.、That in itself is a paradoxical statement.、"If you want it to be implemented (realized), then I'll say something."。
I wonder if it's for someone else、What to say (write) in words even if it is to yourself、From that moment on, it separates from itself and becomes an independent "new existence."。That existence binds me、At the same time, it becomes the driving force to move forward.。Isn't that what it means?、That's what it means。Of course、The original meaning is probably as stated at the beginning.。

In addition to telling people to be careful with their words,、That you should put into words what you want to make possible.。And for that matter、It may also mean not saying what you don't want.。So-called "bad words"、I'm sure there's a feeling like that。Kotodama has become higher than me.、that you might change yourself、It's also a scary feeling in a way.。"Good words、Even bad words come back to you.” Is this the true meaning of Kotodama?。