The abolition of the painting course (2),,ja,Artichoke (partial) F6 2011,,ja

アーティチョーク(部分) F6 2011

There is a woman who has been coming here for 10 years.。she lost her husband、I live alone now。Because there's no one at home、I don't talk to anyone at night。Of course there are people living around me.、I'll probably do some daily greetings, but、I'm not the person to talk about pictures with.。go to a course、The joy of being able to have deep conversations with people who share common interests。I'll be sad if it's gone、she said。

But、Personally, I think the course will no longer be available.。For me, there are various problems such as financial issues and space issues.、It can't be said that it's refreshing in a certain sense.。

A painting course is different from a professional training school.。through technical advice、A glimpse into the world one step deeper、I think it is ideal to have people expand their range of rich hobbies.。What is important at that time is、I have always thought that it is more about mutual trust than about the instructor's ability.。But、A lot has happened so far、Cracks are beginning to appear in these relationships of trust.。For me, it's better than canceling the course.、That's many times more worrying。The content itself can be substituted in a private classroom.、Because feelings cannot be divided so easily.。

What will happen until the abolition?、What to do after abolition。cooler、I need a more realistic head、Unfortunately, that ability seems to be completely lacking.。

リズムについて

風景 F4 水彩 2011

I haven't been going out much lately.、Production time has increased relatively.。this is a welcome thing。The rhythm of production is essential for painters.。それを忙しさの中にも維持しなければならないが、Before I knew it, I had destroyed it myself.、I saw it again。If you have more time to create, you can naturally get back to your rhythm.。

I forgot who it was、Humans are lumps of the past.、Someone said something to the effect of。The past is a dumping ground for all possibilities.、The present is simply an “illusion of possibility” that can only be called coincidence or fate.。Then I'll think about it、Is it a waste of effort? -Actually, that's true.。animals never try。Effort is what separates humans from animals.、It is also a beautiful name for a political lie that they came up with in order to become an entity that exploits other animals, including humans.。However, the rhythm of the body easily breaks through that lie.、We are forced to face the fact that we are also animals.。

That's not lying to yourself、not have excessive desires、Living with sincere “purposelessness” (meaning without awareness)、It is a very normal appearance of an animal.。most、This may be said to be a too naive view of humans and animals.、I can't help but feel like we're forgetting that the origin lies somewhere around here.。  2011/7/3

絵画講座・陶芸講座の廃止

Untitled (part) f15 Mixed-medium 2011

The painting and ceramics courses will be abolished at the end of the year.、All students seem to have been notified from the university.。Most people sleep in their ears with water、It seems there are many people who were shocked。

In fact, the instructor was notified of abolition in the beginning of June (from the first to the second week).。It wasn't asked for an opinion、I was told about the decision、I was just asked to understand。Naturally, detailed explanations of the reasons、I argued that the appropriate procedures should be implemented、In the end, the decision is a directive from above and I don't know the details.、Even if you know it, there's no need to explain it any further、That's what it was like。I can't accept it, but I'll just listen to it、For now, I can't even put my thoughts together、The announcement was announced and the event ended (the announcement was withdrawn the following week).。

When、How should I tell the students?、Can we use a separate facility within the university to make the courses independent?、There were several discussions between painting and ceramics instructors.。meanwhile、I apologize for the fact that the abolition has been decided to be hidden.。I am keenly realised that the fact that the person in charge during the course had thought that there would be a direct discussion about it was a sloppy idea now.。Only the last two classes、I was able to tell from my own mouth。

A painting should basically have a room。Many professional ateliers are not neat or elegant places.。many are places of war、a place of work。40 degrees in summer、My hands are freezing in winter、I've seen many studios without heating or cooling.。Still, if you have the space, you can create works.、It's not going to start even if you tell the students。And、That's all painful and not fun。Since the painting course has been announced to abolish it、I plan to start again as a personal painting class.。A relaxed environment like a university is definitely not something you can see anywhere else.、Go outside more resiliently、Have a tour、I would like to have fun in ways that I have not been able to do at university, such as various events.。In that sense, even in the midst of harshness,、I feel that there are new possibilities。   2011/7/1