好きなことを好きなように

埴輪 (水彩)

lifetime、The ideal is to do what you like, how you like、Many people may think so。And、That's impossible at the same time、Many people may think that。

好きなことを好きなように、In a certain sense、It also means that I want to remain a child.、That's impossible、It also means to stop making efforts for that purpose.。

It's impossible to remain a child、It may be possible to make time to spend time like a child。

 

残り時間

ガクアジサイ

5Compared to when I was hospitalized a month ago.、3I've gained 100 kg (as a result, the strain on my lower back has increased dramatically)。My body temperature was around 35 degrees before.、Now the average is around 36 degrees。Effect of surgery numerically、I guess it is。

My consciousness has also changed。I started thinking about how much time I had left.。And、I once again felt that I was not able to do much of the work that suited me.。Being confused by numbers and common sense、what you really need、I also understood that I had been left alone.。