久しぶりに描いた / Got good feeling

 

Watercolor Hamanasu F4 2012 (partial)

I painted watercolor for the first time in a while.。When was the last time you drew it?、I can't remember anymore。I don't think it's at least before March 7th (Wednesday).。Then、It hasn't been a month yet、Intuitively、It's been so long since I thought it had been years ago。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

It's too much drawn。It doesn't mean that there is a lot of surface area to paint.、without thinking、It means that the drawing is monotonous.。It probably means that the screen and sensation are out of sync.。

This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

Still, I can feel the joy of writing after a long time bubbling out on the screen.。That's a good thing。After all, I am a person who gets energized by drawing.、I felt it again。

Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

休息する雲 / Cloud’s taking a rest

休息する雲 テンペラ 1990年代 / The cloud’s taking a rest. tempera

既に何度か書いたが大学での生涯学習講座終了に伴い教室からすべて撤去するためにまずは絵の整理をしている残したい絵がある一方で残しておきたくない絵も少なからずある

I’ve been sorting my paintings out for one month. It’s a preparation to remove it all until the lastday of our painting course of College longlife leaning center. There are some works I want to keep or not.

残したい絵はやはりオリジナルのイメージスタイル技術がその内容になっているものあるいはそこへつながるプロセスになっているもの当然と言えば当然だがそれが私の芸術観なのだと再確認した

What are the works that I’d like to keep? It was made of original images, concept, original technic etc, and the process for completed one. In a way, it is natural. I got a new understanding of my own view of arts.

この絵は今から20年以上前に描かれている人間のように雲も上に浮かんでいるばかりでは疲れてしまうだろうたまには地上で休み元気回復してからまた空へ昇って行けばいいじゃないかというイメージだ雲のシリーズは10年ほど続いた甘い絵だが今でもそれなりに自分自身には訴えてくるものはある

This was painted more than 20 years ago. This concept is that a cloud will be tired such as staying in the sky everytime, so he should take a rest a bit on the ground. After refreshed out he’d better to take off again. This series was continued about 10 years . This work seems not so cool, but it mekes me move a little even now. 2012/3/1

You feel like a junior high school students / I’d like to・・

ギターを弾く男(部分) a guiter player(part)Watercolor 2012

時々だがこのブログにもコメントが来る私はそれを無視しているわけではないが公表は殆どしていない。that's why、コメントを下さった方から見ればほぼ完全な黙殺と感じても不思議はない

I got some comments to this blog sometimes. Of cours I ‘ve read all of it, but I haven’t open to the web. So, It is easy to think that YOUR coments has been disregarded.

コメントの多くは私の知り合いだからそれでもまあいいが時々外国人と思われる方からのコメントについてはちょっと考える公表しないまでも読んでくれているのかな?くらいの反応を返せないかなと

Mostly of them are Japanese, but there are some people who may be foreigners I guess. Somehow I’d like to reply to them without open to the public. But, how?

英語で書けばいいそうは思ったのだが辞書を引きひき文法書をなまかじりしながら書くのではどうせ通じず無意味だと思っていた(じつは今も)。But、多少意味不明瞭でも何とか気持ちだけは伝えたいと最近思うようになってきた自分の英語の恥ずかしさを隠したい気持ちとの葛藤はあるがそれが現実なのだから仕方ないとも思う

So I ‘d like to write my blog in English as possible as I do, althogh I’m not good at.

というわけで(時々かも知れないが)ヘタな英文(のつもり?)も付けてみることにした英語ご堪能の方より良い英語になるようご指摘下さいお願い致します

I hope you enjoy it with me from now.  2012/2/24