stress free painting

Cafe's Sweet Pea (Watercolor)

A long time ago、When I stopped by a cafe near the department store to have coffee with a few people on the way home from class.、There was a glass of sweet peas on the table.。Warm lighting is reflected in the front glass window.、The scene was so beautiful that I took a photo.。

I tried to draw two of them by combining them.。to make videos for YouTube、A bit forced realism、I started painting more and more watercolor paintings with the direction of explaining techniques.、intuitive、It seems difficult to explain in words、I feel relieved somehow when I draw pictures like this.。Rather, it relieves stress.。Honesty、Although uploading to YouTube itself is still very stressful.、Drawing a picture in that direction is just as stressful.。

You should be able to draw what you want to draw.、For now, that would mean there would be almost no viewers.。This is the result of testing it several times.。I don't think it will necessarily be accepted forever though.。Watch YouTube、The demands of silent people are quite demanding.。Still、I can endure that kind of stress for at least another six months.、I want to be able to draw anything smoothly.。Leverage that pressure、I also feel like my own technical skills will improve a little.。

people who wage war、person helping animals

Sometimes though、Watch videos of helping animals。abandoned on the side of the road、A kitten on the verge of starvation due to malnutrition.、A statue or a deer stuck in the mud、Snakes and turtles that are unable to eat after swallowing foreign objects such as plastic、Seagulls, birds of prey, etc. who are unable to catch fish due to fishing line entangled in their legs.、There are various ways in which animals die.、Regarding things caused by humans、When you see images of people helping people、There's something about it that makes me feel relieved。

Wild carnivores cannot survive without hunting.。If a golden eagle does not eat 1 kg of meat every day, its body will become weak.、lost the power to fly、In the end, I have no choice but to die。Like procuring it at a butcher shop.、I wish I had exactly 1 kg of meat every day.、That doesn't happen in the wild environment.。In order to reach today's 1 kg of meat、Even if the opponent is a wolf weighing 50 kg, there is no other way to live than to challenge.。The wolf is also hungry、If you don't eat meat, even if it's only 1kg、There is nothing that guarantees me tomorrow.。Both sides are really desperate。It's literally a fight to eat or be eaten.、This is not a "fight" in the human sense.。A conflict is a ``battle over interests'' between ``the same species.''。No matter how intense it is from a human perspective,、It is nothing more than a "feeding" behavior.。

we humans、Like wild carnivores, they roam around in search of prey every day.、Being attacked by a prey animal while hunting、without risking serious, near-fatal injury、As long as you have the money, you can get as much meat as you want, whether it's 1kg or 10kg.。This is thanks to something called "civilization" that only humans were able to obtain.。
It is often said that the major difference between animals and humans is "savings".、There's a part of me that thinks that might be the case.。(carnivorous) Some animals have、Sprinkle grass and soil over the carcass of a bear tiger or other carcass.、Some animals seem to have a ``stockpiling'' behavior that hides them from other animals and reduces the risk of hunting for several days.。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、Most of the time, it will be shared with other animals.。other animals too、Because I'm desperate to live。

Only humans go to war。The reason for going to war is ``How can I make more savings?''、is。only me、More “rich”、In order to live safely, you need to save more money.、It is effective (instinctively) to push others as far away as possible (preferably forever).、I guess you can feel that。A turf war called "security"、That's the final goal.。
"Wealth (abundance)" created by civilization、The image of “safety”、The mission of "culture" is to "develop" it.、If war was created beyond that logic, then、Not only is it a contradiction、It's even more humorous than that。That "culture"、On the other hand, the figure struggling to stop the war is、Although it is certainly a serious problem、If you look at it from a bird's-eye view, it looks like you're chasing your own tail.、It's stupid and sad、I feel like I'm watching the end of humanity.。

analog-digital

this is、My so-called “computer vocabulary book”。Of these, only those related to how to use video editing software。Moreover,、Not everything。``Hoo~、I'm not posting this because I want people to say, "You're a studious person."。This analog look、I just want to show you how disappointed I am.。

Maybe it's because I'm uploading videos to YouTube.、Some people think I'm good at computers (although I don't really understand what it means to be good at computers).。People who are proficient in using computers、There's no way I'd write such clumsy, analog handwritten notes.、from the beginning。If you showed this memo to someone like that, they'd probably be horrified.、It felt like there was a zombie or a 1000 year old mummy there.。

"Yosulni、It's just that I don't want a computer.''、What's even worse is that I don't have time to reread this memo.、The number of notes increases and the table is overflowing.。Frankly speaking、“Waste x waste”。But someone I can't abandon、Apparently modern cultural anthropology defines them as "analog people" (lie)。

Well then、What about “digital people”? -My computer (is it making fun of me?)、I'm nannimoshitenainoni、Being mean by rewriting numbers without permission。Even though that's the case、When a child comes to the rescue、as if nothing happened、Honestly fix the problem yourself。At that time、Modern cultural anthropology defines him as a “digital person” as seen from a computer (lie)。Well then、Not from a computer、What if I look at him? - He's just a "young person" after all.。