Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

My eyes are Shoboshobo

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Even animals in the wild can have shaky eyes.。A long time ago, when I had a dog、My dog ​​has had eye disease several times.、I can say this from my experience using eye drops.。So was the cat.。Some lizards, such as chameleons, clean their eyes by licking them underneath.。Dragonflies with compound eyes、If you look closely, you can see that it is frequently stroking its eyes with its front paws.。However, this is not "eye strain" or anything like that.、Is it just garbage? I guess they are cleaning the。

Animals get sick too、Probably because there is no concept of "sickness"、Just being in the ``feelings'' of ``pain'' and ``pain''。Of course, there's no way doctors would know.、until I feel better、I'm patiently patient。

once、My puppy almost got hit by a car once.。on a snowy road、I jumped into a car with a chain wrapped around it.。I avoided being crushed under、Apparently the end of the rotating chain hit my eye.、While chirping、I crawled into the back of a large shoe closet.、It stopped coming out。Not taking food、I remained hidden deep inside for several days.。Has the pain finally subsided?、Did hunger win?、When he came out, part of his eye socket was cut off and he was clear.、The eyeballs were cloudy white。I thought, ``This is going to make me go blind.''、At that time, there was no such thing as a fancy animal hospital (to begin with, it was a ``doctorless village'' without even a human doctor).、All I could do was watch。

Surprisingly、Maybe it was because I was growing up.、The cloudy eyes completely disappeared in a few months.、My eyesight has recovered (or so I thought)。I felt like I had seen the amazing healing power of nature.、I still remember it well。
I heard from an ophthalmologist that looking at things in the distance is the best way to rest your eyes.。What I'm doing now、The exact opposite。That's why I'm so worn out。

Play in color

　　　　　　　　　　　　　「りんごの風景」　　水彩　 F4

東日本、特に関東太平洋側では晴天が続き、今日も乾燥注意報が出ている。カラッとした良い天気だが、わたしの気分はずっとウエットなまま。At times like that、こういう絵を描いて気分を乾燥させる。

赤と黄色と緑。いつもながらわたしのワンパターン。こんなにあからさまに、この三色をどれも高彩度で使うようなカラーセンスのない人は珍しい、と自分でも感じる。普通は三色のうち、一色を抜いた二色でバリエーションを作り、抜いた一色をアクセントとして使うとか、もうちょっと洒落た使い方をする。あるいは三色を交互に混ぜて（重ねて）、近い色どうしにまとめていく。Anyway、こんなにストレートでバラバラに（交通信号機のように）原色を使う絵を見ることは少ない（子どもの絵には圧倒的に多い！）。

色の無い、モノトーンの世界にわたしは憧れる。だから雪の風景はことさら心を惹かれる。Nevertheless、絵を描くとつい鮮やかに、より純粋にと色を使いたくなってしまう。カラーセンサーのどこかが壊れているに違いない。他の画家たちの絵を見るたびに、That's right、こんな色遣いをしなくっちゃ、と強く願うのだが、画廊を出て3歩歩くともう忘れている。

モノトーンの絵はカッコいい、大人の絵だと思うのだが、色をたくさん使うのは頭を空っぽにできて楽しい。屁理屈をこねる割にはもともとの頭がガキっぽいのだろう。それならそれでいいはずなのに、そこに自分を100％投げ込めないジレンマがある。

Ichiro

"Any living thing、“Always exceeds our imagination” Watercolor

Former baseball player Ichiro、He became the first Japanese person to be inducted into the American Baseball Hall of Fame.、The news spread throughout Japan that。I have nothing to add about that.、just one、There are things that I would like to write down that are related to me as well.。

What I respect about Mr. Ichiro is、Because his grades are superhuman、isn't it。The patience to see through yourself、A certain kind of "mental weakness (or strength)"、This is because he combined it with his own ideas.。He fell one vote short of a full vote for induction into the Baseball Hall of Fame.。Regarding that, I said, ``Good.。It's a good thing to have something you're lacking.''、That is clearly expressed。And “What’s next is important.”。It looks like Mr. Ichiro.、That's a great comment。

I am weak、There are many things that are not as good as others.、His ``weakness'' that he realizes lies at the bottom of his ``delicate strength.''、I have always admired。I guess it's his honest sensibilities.。And he worked tirelessly to make it ``somehow on par with other people (at least he must not have been arrogant, thinking ``better than them'').、Even if I consider other people's opinions、Cultivate in your heart the ``Ichiro-like'' philosophy of taking full responsibility for your own results.、I think we reached that height as a result.。Everyone can do a little bit of each thing.。But、Most people have two choices: slack off or give up halfway through.。

For example, it made Ichiro famous.、There is a uniquely devised "muscle training machine"。At that time、For athletes from countries such as the United States who are naturally physically strong,、muscle training etc.、No matter how much my trainer tried to explain it to me, I didn't feel it was necessary from the bottom of my heart.。But、Mr. Ichiro is not one of the largest Japanese people.、Although he achieved good results in his first year in the United States,、In his heart, he must have felt the difference in physical strength between him and the American athletes.。"The same thing will happen tomorrow as it does now"、Will he be able to do it next season?"、I must have been unable to shake off that anxiety.。And、Despite receiving ridicule and ridicule from players and the U.S. media,、There must have been no choice but to silently head towards the muscle training machine.。running、to throw、It continued in all my thoughts。
And what I learned was muscle strength.、More than physical strength、Believe in your own sensibilities and act on them, no matter what others say.、I think it was the "strength of spirit" that。That's compared to myself、(The comparison only makes sense to me personally. (^-^;) The greatness of Mr. Ichiro。