Author: Takashi

breakfast one day。It's refreshing though、Just a little color is fun。Even a low-salt diet has plenty of flavor。The rice is a little messy though、Since it is hospital food, it is unavoidable to some extent.。

180 grams of rice is quite a lot.。Looks like most of your calories come from carbohydrates.。Comparing only rice、This one meal is equivalent to my usual amount of rice.。Repeat this three times、I feel like I only eat rice every day.。

I am determined to have natto and yogurt every morning.。Natto is an efficient way to consume vitamin K.。45g of rice is treated like a condiment for natto.。Yogurt is for regulating the stomach and intestines, which is a weak point.。This is a generous 300g。The rest is fine if you don't have it.。noon、It's appropriate at night、Eat with some thought。Basic diabetic diet。I don't have diabetes、is the basis for calculation。

Hospital patients are boring、looking forward to the meal。Is it because of that?、Everyone eats extremely quickly.。I usually eat slowly、I feel like I'm being rushed too much。Japanese people are proud of Japanese food, but、Like this、What about the way you eat by scratching?、I thought。I remembered the time I went to Menza (the railway staff cafeteria) in Milan.。

Almost all the men and women there were drinking two or three small bottles of wine.、take your time、talking loudly、We were laughing and enjoying our meal slowly.。Is it okay to drink some wine?、It was so cheerful that no one even thought about it.。

Because it's a hospital、For example, even if you can't do it happily like Italians,、I feel that the way Japanese people enjoy meals is completely different from that of other people.。Maybe it's a difference in philosophy。

everything、If their philosophy is to enjoy life、even if it's a hospital、With more eyes、with your tongue、Meals that can't be enjoyed with your hands、You may think that it is the cause of disease.。I don't want to end up in hospital care while traveling.、Once at a hospital in Italy (I hope it was only a very mild illness)、I feel like I want to taste the atmosphere too.。

i had an older sister。He died six months after I was born.、Of course I don't know your face、My sister must have seen my face.。He was 2 and a half years old。I don't have any photos because it was a rural area at the time.。Mother pinches her daughter's soft hair、It was kept for a long time (probably still is)。When I was in the lower grades of elementary school、I remember my mother showing me this at some point.、I've seen it myself several times since then.。

The pacemaker is、To the heart where accurate electrical signals no longer reach、A device that accurately transmits signals tailored to a person's physical activity.。That's now、It's starting to move inside my chest as a part of myself.。

The pacemaker itself does not move.。It's just a cold (not cold) machine.。But from the moment they cut open a piece of my flesh and embedded it inside.、share life and death with me、It has become a particularly important part of me.。ahead、important important hand、foot、Eye、Even ears etc.、I can't say it won't be lost to me, but、That's all for as long as I'm alive、never lost。

night、When I woke up and somehow stroked it over my underwear,、It's still a bit painful and swollen.。All the people and things that have happened up until now have been involved.、This is a machine that literally jumped into my chest.。I have to take care of it。

that's why、It's not the name of a machine called a "pacemaker."、I'll give it my own name。Let's call her "Yoko" for now.。that's my sister's name。2016/11/29

Suddenly “absolute rest”、I was told not to get out of bed、I was told that it wouldn't be surprising if I fell at any time, and the reason why.、The meaning of those instructions continues even after surgery.、I didn't understand。

I was just looking at the numbers on the monitor in bed.。30It is difficult to rise above ~35.。On the other hand, it sometimes drops to 27,28.。It is said that when you wake up from a dream, you will be 65 or 70.、Other than feeling like praying、my head doesn't work。The numbers shown have little sense of reality.。

There is an explanation of the surgery、There is a description of the equipment。I can understand each、I head to the operating room with my heart still in the sky.。

About 2 days after surgery (26th)、Almost all plans canceled、Finish contacting people about moving etc.、I've finally calmed down。

Why didn't I notice the symptoms until I needed surgery?。what to do now。

I thought that "rest" literally meant just resting quietly.。Of course you're right、At least it doesn't just mean "do nothing"。Do nothing “actively”、It is。It turns out that ``doing nothing'' is the exact opposite of ``meaningless.''、I finally understood it, even if it was late.。

Communication about work and meetings is certainly important, but、Even if I don't die、If you violate bed rest and prolong your hospitalization,、Contact becomes meaningless。To exaggerate a little、Even my illness is a result of my life up to this point.。And、The surgery itself was the result of the concern, encouragement, and efforts of many people.。In order to make full use of it、The biggest action you can take right now is to rest.。 2016/11/30